December 25, 2004
im so damn pissed now.what the fuck is wrong with my mum?!she's trying to bitch with me.go to hell lah!argghh!i asked my mum whether i could have my bank book so that i can withdraw some money to straighten my hair and she was like NO.what the fuck is wrong with her!it's my money.not hers.so just stay out of it!i mean.my hair is already so horrible and something has to be done!!i wouldnt wanna look terrible on the first day of skool.and the funny thing is that she thinks my hair is nice!she has no taste at all.urrghhh!!!damn her lah.sometimes she can be a pain in the arse.sheeesh.i just dont tink she's treating me fairly.this is so irritating.and she actually blamed me for cutting my hair.wth.it's the hairdresser's fault.n partly my mum.cos she was the one who chose the hairstyle for me.she was like hurrying me.damn lah.why cant she be like other mothers.so caring.understanding.n everything.so actually we planned to go to my new house to send some stuff there.so now after what has happened.im not going.go to hell with the house.n with them.i dont give a fuck.this is just so irritating.hmph..hmmz.i talked to *HIM* just now.so happy.haha.after so long.we had a proper.long conversation.nice.hehz. im just so glad at least someone noe how to brighten up my gloomy day.but i dont know whether i should have feelings for him.it's difficult.hmph.anyway i'll just stop here.kinda hungry.will grab something to munch.
.depressed.sad.whatever.
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