my eyes are super red and itchy!urghh.wonder what's wrong.haiishh.i just came back.had a sisters night out.just a three of us.it was puRRfect!without their bfs coming along.or any unnecessary interruptions.so anyway.we went to tm to check out the movie timings but there were too many ppl so we decided to go century square.not too many.we were deciding on which movie to watch when this tall, not-so-dark and not-really-handsome guy approached us.he was like 'excuse me' in a really deep tone.and handed out something.at first i thought i dropped sth.haha.but he was like you wanna buy three 'fun with dick and jane' tickets from us.and the us referred to him and his tall, fair but GORGEOUS friend.i must emphasize on that gorgeous part.cos he's one pretty boy.i loiike!!.he's hot stuff.hahaha.sooo cute!okk so anyway.we bought the tix from him at $1.50 less.it's a sneak preview.so yeah.the show is A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!!!seriously.it's a MUST watch.i was practically laughing my head off.very very nice show.ahh!i love it.hahaha.so the whole thing was perfect.all of us had a great time.we never had a sisters outing before.so there!how nice right.it ended at 9++.decided to call my dad to pick us up.he came.and we went home.now, im exhausted.
ohh.we were waiting for the show to start when we talked.okk.not we but my sisters.they talked bout their bfs and stuff.but i wasnt interested cos i didnt have anyone to talk about.so i just listened.my sis said stuff like im [as in ME] sucha brave person.cos im strong.i dont need a guy in my life.even when life's a bitch.or when i get pressurized by stuff.that i can go through it alone.not surprisingly, my younger sister was arguing n all.i was just sitting there listening to them arguing bout ME.and what my older sister said brought me to tears.seriously.i was touched.haha.i dont think anyone had said such things to me before.haa.love her!mwaakz.
no msg.no call.nothing.thanks a lot!




hey there!im bored.it's sunday morning and i've got nothing to do.it's soo windy.haa.anyway yest.i went hani's hse.we were suppose to study and stuff but ended up talking.eating.then around 8 my mum called.she was gonna picked me up cos we were gonna visit my uncle who's sick.his hse is at boonlay.and when we reached there.there was this malay family.their hse was at the ground floor thingie.yea.it's supperr scary.cos they were drinking,smoking and stuff.and the language they used were horrendous.seriously.CORRUPTED malay family.just corrupted la.they were violent too.haaii.then when we reached my uncle's place.i saw him and i wanted to cry.he used to be so strong.so healthy.now he's partially blind cos he has lung cancer and it has affected his eyes.or sth like that.sad stuff.he reminded me of my late grandpa too.they looked alike!hmmpp.so after that i had a late dinner.ate mac's.i couldnt sleep last night.cos my ear was hurting so badly!what have i gotten myself into.=(.dunno whatta do...




aalluuu!=).havent been blogging.been busy.as usual.let's see what i've been up to.hmmM.oh i pierced.it hurts like fuck.seriously!it still does hurts now.im planning to pierce my nose after o's.a small lil stud wont do any harm wud it?wheee!haha.the sitting arrangement now is kinda pathetic.really man.i dont getta talk.i only have fatin beside me to crap with.okk.not really crap.cos half the time she's the one creating all the jokes.i cant wait for the CNY concert.not cos i wanna see the manjans traditional thingie perform but T2B performingggg!!!!!ahhhhhhh!!i loiike!!haha.with fans like me they're sure to make lotsa cash.i mean if they hav any public performance.but really.they're good.damn good.eheee.i had bio practical on monday.FUN!ahahaha.i love my lab partner!haha.i know she loves me too.right fatin?=)).granz wrote me two letter.so shwwweett.haha.just now after mrs tan lesson i couldnt take it anymore.i was gonna die!dunno ahh.just now was just TIRING!..oh god..with cikgu ismail having to teach us malay..we're sure to fail..or maybe not get distinction!i wanna be in the other class.though there're lotsa hws and stuff..i tinks it's better!ahh.damnn~
that one msg can make me smile.mwwaahh!




my mind hasnt been in the right state.there're too many things happening.yet too little.that didnt make sense.okk.too many things happening in my head.but too little things happening around.i have been thinking bout lotsa stuff.the more i think about it.the deeper i sink.cos it hurts too much.he hasnt msged.he hasnt called.i dont know.there're just too many qtns left unanswered.i hate that.this whole issue is affecting me pretty badly.cos im not focusing on anything.even when ppl talk to me.i'd look like im listening.but actually my mind has drifted to this!i cant help it.dammit!ok whatever.
know what!!mr yusri reads blogs.hahaha.just found out tdae.funny stuff.i swear.haha.
i missed the choir concert.i wanted to see them perform.but nehmind.some other time i guess.ahaha.
im tired la.zZz.




heyy..i just came back.so long since i last blogged.i dunno la.didnt feel like it.a lot of things have been going on in ma life.good and bad.ok maybe not on the bad side.i felt relieved after telling him what i had to.just hope he wont spill out anything to anyone.it took me a lot of courage and i guess i deserve a pat on the shoulder.HAHA.ok that's like so whatever.ahhaaa.damn la.i cant go for the choir concert.i want to.but my mum asked me to ask my daddy.it's kinda hard.knowing my dad....urgh!dunno la.just hope i can go.i wanna see you 'lala' ppl sing!!duh!haha.pray that my dad will let me go okkay?heehee.anyway sec 4 life hasnt been really good so far.it's been tough.but heck it.im gonna go through this.and so are you!wooohhoooo!we'll do it together aite?=).
ahh.i encountered some funny stuff just now.ahaha.i was going down the steps at the bustop after alighting from the bus.and there were two guys going towards my direction.one of them nicely came and tried to block my way.and he gazed at me and he said,'ahhh.hindustani...'..hahahaha!i wanted to laugh my head off.but i just smiled to myself.haha.GILER!!tak betul..haish..i pity these kinda guys.nothing better to do.
haa.im dead tired.and my back hurts!i had bio lesson after sch.we had practical.it was fun!fatin is a really fun lab partner..you know why?she doesnt know how to do anything!hahaha.but cute la..like small kid trying to figure out scientific stuff..hahaha..no offence...i was just kidding fatindarling!
ok then.shall update some other time.see ya ppl.mwaaaaaakkss!




aahh..sch's gonna start like pretty soon!damn.im gonna miss all those things i did during the hols.a lot of unforgettable ones.like sleeping over at surayya's place.meeting mud,han at 'nyonya' with my sister.the late night talks on the phone.going out with hani.slacking at shehnaaz's place.other than that, my birthday!divya losing her stuff.guides camp we had.it was great..maria's and divya's bdae.erm.sixuan and shermaine joining us.haaa.everything seems too fast!i cant catch up with time.hrrmph.im trying to picture in my head how tmr is gonna be like.but i simply cant!haha.we're gonna be on the ground floor.thats sth wierd.actually it's not a good thing cos we still hafta climb up the stairs to go audi and stuff.ok.nehmind.ahhaa.talk to divya last night.so nice to hear her voice after soo long!!=)i only realised that hari raye haji is gonna be on the 10th!hahaha.about 8 more days.that soon.too soon.okk so anyway it seems like things are different between us.i mean like he's drifting away from me.i dont like it.cos we still are friends.he doesnt call anymore.he doesnt msg anymore.i seriously dont like it!!!dammit.and even with me, it's wierd.why must things change???maybe someone or whoever told him not to be close with me.ha!but i dont know.it sucks.thats the bottomline!