I'm really digging your lips..
im blogging, again.and prelims are starting next week.
i went for singapore idol roadshow, again.couldnt resist not seeing paul again.haha.i aint a stalker.im just a fan.not so diehard though.im just not into those stuff.if i like you means, i really really like you.haha.okkay.so i gave him a red rose, THINKING that he was gonna wear red.but nooo...he came in an olive green shirt..how sad.oh wells!hope he liked it..it was so weird..damn la..i felt weird..i was okay at first..but when it came to him, there was adrenaline rush.urgh.hate it.i saw someone i didnt wanna see.haha.divya and betilda should know who im talking bout.sheesh.but whatever.i was like thinking, im actually one in about maybe a thousand of paul's fan.kinda felt stewpid.dunno arhh.im sad.haha.i was dammn happy when i went down.i hugged divya the moment i saw her.and she was down there.staring into space.like, the whole thing went by so fast.
prelims are next week.everyone's freaking out.except me.god knows why.anyway my dad bought me a treadmill and insisted that i tried it out in front of him.haha.ran a few km.but i think my dad ran twice that of the distance i ran.and considering the fact that he's 48, he's damn good.
yeah.i MIGHT go for the roadshow again next week.it's like addictive now.divya's fault okay!haha.she talked me into accompanying her just now.but i promised cos i would only go if paul's still in.and he is!(not surprised!)haha..hope he stays till next week.divya and i are trying to find ways to get the tickets for the finals.anyone knows?i wanna go.okay.i cant believe im this attached to sg idol.i mean, singapore?you cant expect much.and the hunks are not as hot as the ones compared to maybe, the guys in turkey, spain, portugal, mexico, mostly the middle eastern countries cos i have a thing for arab guys.haha.=P.
i got my prom stuff.my mum's damn annoying la.i dunno why.but i just cant get along with her.ugh whatever.k im off.
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Your eyes, your lips, that stare..hotness!

gaaahhh!haha.paul.melts.hmm.i love.
btw, fatin my dearest sistor, please make up your mind on who you're like supporting for sgidol.let me tell you again, PAULISMINE!haha.we cant share the same idollover.haha.okayyy?muahaha!
so anyway, this week has been GREAT.cos firstly, last saturday, damn!it was splendid.haha.thanks to divya, me and fatin went for the singaporeidol roadshow.with divya, of course.met her at tamp mall.thank god she came up with the idea of us standing between the barriers if not, we wouldnt even get the poster.it was super hot.then there were some kiddos behind us who were trying to make fun of us.stewpid kids.aha.when i got the poster, i was like thinking what the hell am i gonna do...hahaa..cos it was like nerve wrecking..and damn right it was.i went up there, i was literally shaking.my smile was not sincere(until i saw paul that is.)haha.seriously man.goshh.i've never been THAT scared to face some normal human beings.jasmine was nice.nurul is sweet.she's cute la.then hady, he was hot.jonathan was charming.he wore a while shirt.folded the long sleeves.wore shades.dammnn.haha.and joakim looked cute, boyish cute.hee.oh wait.PAUL IIS CUTTEEEEEEE!!!ahhh.i hugged himm!yay!haha.i want to see hiim again.so most probably, im going toa payoh this sat.it's all divya's fault.[influence!!]hahaha..but im only going IF paul's still in.he better be.i so dont want him to go.noooooo!i swear i'll cry.hhaha.okok.enough of sgidol.
i got my dress.got the earrings too.and the shoes.plus the make up brushes.
things to buy/borrow/steal:
-a gold/bronze chain
-that purse i saw in dorothy perkins
-crystals thingie in seiyu
-bronze/dark brown + brownish gold eyeshadow
yepp.cant wait for prom now.wheee!fatin's my date btw.she just had a haircut.and somewhat looks like PAUL.nyahahaha.my very own, PAULTWOHILLBABY!




fuck it.whoever who's trying to actually advice me or even tell me stuffs, (tagboard, hints!) you dont even know what the fucking story is..you guys dont know both sides of the story..you guys dont know what's actually happening..so shut ur fucking gaps and mind you fucking business cos it's none of your fucking prob..aite?i mean like, seriously..dont you have your own life to lead?dont you have your own probs?it's like..cmon..F U C K off..stop harrassing me man..but if i happen to know who the fuck you guys are, you will be sorry you were born cos i'd screw your fucking asses till they split apart..yes, i know what i did is wrong but that doesnt mean i havent reconciled with my OWN cousin..and we're cool now..so it's better if you bitches out there get out of our lives before anything else happens..giddit?so there!all said..now, FO!




Nobody said it was gonna be this hard. It's sucha shame for us to part..
random lyrics.it's so early in the morning.it's only like 10.and im already blogging.trying to download a few songs.my eyes are like so puffy and disgusting.i swear, after o levels im gonna go for a spa and have some image consultancy.or something?ok, i got back my malay o level results.i was actually hoping for an A2.but after seeing that 26 ppl got B3, i thought, what are the chances?so yea.got a B3.my mum wasnt surprised.grr.....guess i just gotta work harder and im gonna make sure i get that A1.all my hard work!(ok not exacly..)but i went for the malay lessons.stayed back in school till late.but whatever la.did my self reflection.i guess good things come if you pray hard and study hard.something i havent been working on much.so yep.oh, the dress i saw in dorothy perkins isnt there anymore!!!so pissing off.it WAS sucha bargain.damn la.i have yet to find a dress.i might wanna go tamp mall this saturday.ah, twohill is cuteeee.funny-cute.but jonathan is....whooa!haha..rite.okay.




yet another holiday, wasted.no homework done.no studying.dammit.and i have bio test tmr.i hate this.oh wells!there's a tahlil in my house.my grannie's 4 years death anniversary and cos of my two relative who recently passed away cos of the accident.last night, i dreamt of my aunt.i cant remember what it's about though.but it's kinda wierd.just now, me and my sisters helped my mum with the cleaning, masak2..was soo kecoh!haha.imagine three girls trying to clean the house.but it's fun.im glad i actually have sister though sometimes im being shadowed by their beauty.unfortunately, now, im kinda disappointed with my lil sister.the reason?she's just not with me in this lil big issue.aha.
we celebrated national day last tuesday.someone spoilt my morning.ok not exactly.but i guess i brought it upon myself.but i guess, you shouldnt always look forward to something like, too much.it will only bring disappointment when it doesnt work out.but whatever.it's all over now.then i had cake decoration..with fatin, astrid, dora and shermaine.i didnt contribute much.was feeling rather down.so then after the whole thing, me, henna and kavina walked around.this year's bazaar isnt that nice.wasnt like last year and two years ago.i tink the best one was in sec one and two.yepp.thenn there was the concert.at one point, i became soo sad.haha.cos kavina reminded me that it was the last n'tal day concert that we would actually be together, celebrate together.have fun together.ahh, sad stuff.hmph.after the concert, 4e was supposed to have chem.but ended up we all rebelled.hhaha.it was mrs chee's birthday!and stuff happened.i kinda pitied her when she begged us not to throw yuckyy stuff all over her.haha.she will not be spared on teachers' day.haha.should i bring rotten eggs?haha.
after that, me, maria, si xuan, fatin, shermaine and astrid waited for divya, gloria, sandhya, chayana, emilla and suhailah.yep.the whole group split into three.gloria, sandhya and chayana went to eat rojak.me, divya, maria, si xuan and suhailah went suntec.looked for prom dress.ate in bk.yeahh.




Please forgive me but I wont get over you baby..
i dont know why but i just feel like blogging.hmm.last year, hashir told me that he studied 6 hours a day.i thought, at that time, i was gonna do just that.but now when im actually going through this stage, i realised that im not up to it.im tired.im exhausted.my brain isnt working too well.oh, btw he's in rj now.guess his hard work paid off.i saw liyana just now.a primary school friend.i had two cliques.one was the goody2 kind.the other was total slacker.at first i was with the good girls, but after a while i thought it wasnt fun and i actually left them and went with clique #2.total mistake.bad influence.stuff like that.okay i dont know why i brought this up.haha.but when i saw her, i was reminded of the time when i received my psle result.she got really high and is currently in cedar girls'.at that time, i wanted that school soo badly.i swear.but not now.im happy in TK.whee!ohmigod!i so hate vs cheenafied boys.gosh.yest i took 31 with gloria, divya, sandhya and a whole bunch of others.but this very clever gloryy.she didnt press the bell so we missed the stop.oh, funny thing happened.hahaha.*blushes.i was going down the steps in the bus cos it was double deck.i missed one step.and i almost fell.i didnt fall but i did the most creative split.hahaha.gloryy the bitch just laughed her ass off.i did also la.cos it was damnn funnnyy.haha.but embarrassing okay!heehe.ok so then i crossed over.went seven 11.then took 55 from that bus stop.when i got in, i was soo disgusted by the body odour of those boys.i mean, boys, you're like growing up.stuff happens.hahaha.goshh.i wished i had an oxygen tank.and guess what?all they were talking bout was math.integration.all those shit.sooo geeky.and there was a whole bunch of them.yuck yuck.so anyway.yepp.that was it.okay gotta go study chem.acid, base and preparation of salts test tmr.like who cares bout acids!sheesh..oh, there's also the make up course i'll be attending.whee!i loveee make up stuff.yummy.prelims in four weeks.o levels in 90 days.getting back malay o level result in a weeks' time.national day coming.holiday.gotta fast.study.study.study. now, THAT'S LIFE?