im shagged.my first day of work wasnt that bad.had a few funny moments even though i dont really know the people there.theyre kinda friendly actually, considering the fact that im a LIL bit anti social.haha.so working as a cashier a restaurant can be quite stressful.esp when a lot of people come and start giving you cash and expect fast change.cmon man, my brain cant function when im stressed!pissing off.so my shift starts at 7am, which means, from now on i have ta wake up super early.i'd be deprieved of sleeeeeppp.i mean, it's the holidays right?sad life.but if the pay's good then to hell!i just wanna shop.and glorie, im still not gonna treat youuu.haha.
i came home just now and i felt soo alone.my sisters and mum werent home.so alienfied.so boring!i missed them.haaha.rite okay.so i guess my life is gonna be boring since im working now.goshh.whatever.




for the last couple of days..ive been so screwed up and lost..but im finding my way now..things are a lot better now and im glad..
yesterday was the bestest day.i guess.i woke up pretty late..watched one tree hill..slacked a lil bit..then it was time for my dad to leave..hes going penang for some business issue i think..so i salamed him then kissed him..felt good since ive been wanting to feel that closeness for quite some time..saw him smiling..felt double good..haha..i guess its only now that things are going the way i want it to and us realising our past mistakes and in a way, becoming better children..im trying:)..so then had to go for my cousin's engagement..only me and my younger sister went..by the time we reached there we were already leaving for the girl's house for the whole ceremony..the girl's prettyy..shes a model..hashir was there..saw him after like so freaking longggg..whee!haha..haneef was there too..but whatever..left after eating and all..
so came home around 7..had to change quickly..pray cos i needed to go to my uncle's place for tahlil(prayers) by 8..i have a really really cute niece..shes freakin cuteeee..haha..so then around 11..we left for mustafa centre with aunty fairuz which was superrr funn..cos shes nuts!haha..my sisters mum were there..went there to get the groceries for today's tahlil..at my uncles house again..we left mustafa centre only about two plus..then went for supper at simpang bedok..with my aunt around, it was havocc!fun stuff..i swear..i laughed till i teared..haaha..sent her home..then we reached home only about three plus..was sooo shagged!woke up late today..as usual..just watched one tree hill season 3 episode 10..ughhh..




soooo, my life is sorta like a mess right now.but i know things are gonna be over pretty soon.so i havent blogged bout the after o's period.on monday, went to watch the covenant with kavina sandy and other few people.halfway watching it(the guys were freakin hot btw) my sister msged telling me that my uncle, the one with cancer, yea he passed away..i was like shocked..haiz..so i had to leave..took a cab home..changed and everything..then waited for my dad to come home so i could go with him..while waiting..my mum called(she was in the hosp)..then she told me to wear jubah and stuff ah..then she was like your uncle passed away already..and she just started crying..freakin sad k..i cant bear seeing my mum like that..so i went to his house..there were lotsa people..managed to squeeze my way through where my mum was..my uncle looked pale..then the normal thing began..is it called a ritual?haha..i dont know..then my mum cried..hugged her..i didnt like the vibe..ok duhh..i was at a funeral..but anyways..there were prayers and stuff..some miracle happened..all i can say is that my uncle is a really good man..may he rest in peace..insyaallah.
soo..on tuesday..i was feeling bad and all..my mum went for the tahlil..but she gave us a choice whether to go or not..ok i felt bad for not going..so i went for my class chalet..was pretty weird..but fun in a way i guess..mrs chee was there..ahaha..she actually played games with us..then me and kavina left quite early..took a cab with her..sent her home..and i reached home around 1030..cant rmb whatever that happened then..
let's just not talk about wednesday.other than me going for the guides farewell night..came late!as usual..we're always late for like everything..even promm..okay fashionably late aitee..haha..sandhya came along..was with gloriee..
after wednesday has been a nightmare for me..for one thing..im grounded..bad start..yea..im currently having my one tree hill marathon..good thing that im grounded..haha..




yest night was weird..it really was..i didnt know he was that serious..haha..but he's cuteee..yummy..i think i sorta like him.ahaha!
so today, i woke upp..my hair was in place..hhaha..i likee..ohh..i woke up at 245am..dont know why..just stood up..and pulled that drawer bed thingie and slept there..i freaked out when i realised that it's usually at 3am that spirits or whatever are most active..okay!i dont actually believe in such things..but it usually happens in moovies okay!haha..














yo chiccss.
it's been really long since i last updated on proper stuff.i was looking at my wish list and i realised something.i still have yet to get my ralphLauren perfume.even though i've been wanting it since forever.i still want it!okayyy that did really make sense but whatever.just that that perfume has some memories.funtimes.but anywaysss.im almost done with olevels.it's seems so fast.some papers sucked.i shall not blog bout them.wasting my time.anyway i went out today.after chem.i felt like as if my brain was squueeeezeedd sooo hard.esp after the amaths paper.god.but im glad it's over.two years of work.if i dont do well there must be really something wrong with my brain cells.i swear.but anyway.went window shopping with toon and haoler.haha.was soo crappy!they're such retards.but cute retards.i loiike.i walked with mean people to the bustop.haha.but i dont mind.they can join the MEAN club.right toon?sometimes i feel weird being around them.cos they're soo full of crapness.in a fun way i guess.there's gonna be a 4eee class chalet soon.im going.well, i need a place to stay for my you-might-not-know-what.but im still thinking.it'll be freaking weird if my toon isnt there.cos apparently, she's not staying over.coss riteeee..she cant stay over.shes gon stay over the night before cos why?she's invited to some party i wasnt invited to.grrr.haha.=p!if you dont understand, dont try.
soo, i checked out some salons.and according to toon, i chose a cheapo salon!hey.its cheap.thats what i need now..cos sadly im broke.i could actually use the money to buy new shoes!haii.so we walked around.looked for matching outfits for toon(cos she needs funky clothes for THAT party!).it was getting late.dragged ourselves to the bustop.and guess who i saw?haha.glorie's mummy and her lil sis.her mum doesnt like me now.see lah.she told her sister something like,"how come shes still out so late." cmon auntyy.chill man.haha.got the bus.yuck.soo crowded.talked to glorie on the way home.i think i pissed her off.haha.lovin it.she's cute la.
i've got ten minutes before my prison break starts.damn i didnt watch last week's episode.pissing off.scofield's hottt.doryy told me he's freakin 35 okay!so old yet so hot.and he's not married.why cant spore have such hotties?dammnnn....
i'd be so fully booked next week.im booking myself.ok whatever that means!theres gonna be guides farewell dinner.im gonna get prezzieeee.yay!haha.i loiike.they better give me nice stuff.haha.and im gonna totally partyyyy!who's with me?haha.
you're aaallllll invited to party with me!mwaaahhhhhhhhh.









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