hello peepz!hai.so much for going to the gym.actually i have a reason for not going.i hafta study for tmr's test.yeah!haha.stooopid la.suppose to go to the gym with fatin.[no.not the one in tkss but in tks.haha.]but i decided not to.somemore it was raining.puufect time to go home and sleep.but too bad for me.i dont sleep in the afternoon.anyway i hate that mr del.he's super annoying!gawd!!he teaches like so slow.sheeesh.even mrs tan agrees.did ya'll know that he has big boobs.haha.ok.gross.oh ya.i dreamt bout *him*[not del kay!].like last.last.last night.and i purrfectly remember what it's about.hmm.it was like this.there was o levels for sec 3.wierd right.haha.then we got back our results.then i got 18 points!how pathetic is that.i wont get that kinda results man.not in a million years.then kavina got 11 and a half point.hahaha.no such thing.then like when i got my result.i just went out of the classroom crying.haha.then he came after me.then he was consoling me and stuff.and i actually hugged him.god i wish that was reality.haha.no but i dont wanna get 18 points.anyway.we were like cuddling and stuff when this ghost appeared.hahaha.you know why?coss astrid told me bout the ghost in our school.and that place was at the sec 1 a to d block.haha.so then he ran.and sorta like left me behind.but i ran after him.yeah.that kinda thing arh.then i got pissed at him for leaving me.haha.what a dream!loser la.haha.anyway that singh guy wasnt there during pe.so we played our own games.we played captains' ball ar.it was damn fun.haha.oh ya.and chayana apologised to me.i wasnt expecting that kinda thing from her.it's nothing bad la.but she has been so moody these past days.so scary.haha.there's gonna be chem quiz tmr.darn it.fatin is like catching up so fast.and im like slacking.oh gawd!i hafta do well.and i failed my malay test.what nonsense is that.the highest was 16.it was ahmad.what the hell.haha.cant believe it.but it's like so low yet it's the highest!i cant believe i failed.bloody hell.haishh.just know i had the english level test.it was okay.i tink i wrote too long.hai.but i have a good feeling bout it.cos i finished it on time.and i have this feeling of satisfaction.lalala.haha.ok then.TAAZ!for now..




ellooo...im bored..so might as well post something here.hmm.yesterday night my dad left for jakarta.then my mum offered to send him to the airport.so we all followed ah.then like.salam2 him all.then he kissed me on the cheek.haha.wasnt really expecting that.so i was like kaku.lol.heehez.i was kinda shy.haha.loser la.then we sent him off.then me.my mum and sister.went to pick my aunt up.then went east coast beach.ate satay at the place there.my gawd.that place got cockroaches.me and my aunt were freaking out.haha.i hate those stuff k!haha.so anyway.we went to the beach.my aunt and mum talked at the bench there.then i went to the break water.sat there with my sis.then we were talking bout tsunami.the next thing i know was that.this strong wave came.and i got wet.ok not really wet.but still!haha.then at around 12 we left.by that time.i was like so sleepy.haha.i slept in the car.ZzZ.haii.then i went home.went to sleep without changing.or washing up.stoopid man.i woke up with eyeliner smudged.bluek.then today.at around 12 i went to the tailor.to upah my baju for kak ama's wedding.it's nice.haha.it's a kebaya.=/.then after that we went to my aunt's house.then waited for my cuz to come back from her madrasah.ate there.then went serangoon with my cuzzies and aunt.with my mum n sisters.god!i hate that place.i mean there're many many banglas around.so scary.haha.then went mustafa centre.bought stuff.nice.nice.heez.then like we went to this indian restaurant.i didnt wanna eat.not my kinda thing.i drank milkshake!haha.strawberry milkshake to be exact.it was nice.then i wanted to go home.so my aunt sent us home.except for my mum.she's still out.tsk.tsk.ya know sth.i didnt even talk to my cuz.the one who's one yr older than me.we dont ever talk.it's kinda wired.and the way her mum treats her.is like.poor thing.we went to buy stuff at mustafa centre right.we bought quite a handful of stuff.but my aunt only bought one packet of choc.it's like wierd.i mean.considering that she's kinda rich and stuff.her house is like super nice.esp her room.it's like a princess's room.haha.REALLY.




today just suck.i dont know what to do.im making everyone pissed.what the hell.i tink he's pissed cos.cos.i dunnnnoooo.this sucks.i hate my life.urrgghhh.he's pissed.he's blardy irritating.i just asked him a qtn and he's ignoring me.what kind of ass is that!!!hate you....!!!




yeah.friday blues.ahaa.so boring man.i dont even know why im blogging.crapness.anyway i miss him.haha.yeahh.hope he misses me too.bluek.like real.i shall just shut up now.oh ya.i was watching the second telecast of high on life.hai.singapore is so bloody racist.got chinese song and stuff.then dont have malay song.idiot ah.maybe it's not singapore lah.it's channel 5.and like sly can perform solo twice.and taufik performed solo once oni.what the hell!i just hate it k.urggh.oh ya and i saw dila.she was on tv.bluek.big deal.ahaha.anyway.i've been seeing him.[the other one].lol.no i mean.when i look at someone.it looks like him.and it's kinda creepy.cos i dont know whether it's him or not.haish.he's moving on already.but i still have feelings for him.but it's crap.it's infactuation.yeah.darn it.is there any love doctor anywhere out there?i need one.haha.anyways i hafta do my english newspaper article thingy.and e maths.but the tb is in class.dammit.this sucks.but whatever.




hey ppl!..so long never touch this keyboard.yeah well.i've been so busy k.never been this busy.on monday i had a maths remedial.then tues got bio workshop.wed got the heats thing.must help.crap shit.i dont understand why me of all ppl must help.chun yin said there're 5 of us.and we hafta help for aces day and the sec 2 camp.that's what i heard.god tell me it's not true.cos i just cant stand it.waste of my precious time man.so on wed i had to help mrs juliana goh.she's blardy annoying man.i really cant stand her.she's fussy and all.urrgh.anyway today in the morning after assembly we were suppose to go back to class.then his class was walking beside mine.and when i turned to my right i saw him and we were walking at the same pace.we were like side by side.haha.im nuts!then after class.uhh.i saw him.he was walking behind.i really miss him.haha.i havent talk to him for so bloody long.haish..anyway after school i had chem class.then went home with fatin.divya went with shermaine and maria i tink.hai~dunno what to say ready lah.kinda pissed but im not.kinda sad but i dunno.i just want the truth.haiii.
tired.




im tired.my legs are so painful.haaaaaiii.went out today.met hani at my OLD bustop.then we took 15 cos she wanted to rebond her fringe.then.uhh.we went to the shop where i rebonded my hair.eh the owner still remembers us.so cute.haha.she was like.how can i forget ya'll.haa.so sweet.then hani rebond ah.for 25 bucks.hmm.i really dont tink it's worth it.cos her fringe is not exactly her fringe.it's really lil hair.so thin.but nehmind.she wants it.so i waited for her for like 2 hrs.my butt became numb k.hahaa.and i was already hungry cos it was around 2.k if you all didnt know the story.well.my sister made breakfast.but she someHOW destroyed it.and i couldnt wait any longer and just left with an empty stomach.haai.ok.then we took a bus to paya lebar mrt.took train to town.went far east first.tried to find a bag.but failed.they're some nice ones.but the price was too.uhh.sucky.so ex for sucha cheap material.so we went cathay cineleisure.WALKED there.obviously.but my legs were so tired.then went to inc.found a bag that i wanted.bought it.hani bought a bag oso.nice~then it was already 5 something by then.but i didnt wanna go home.so i went hani's hse instead.watch mean girls.it's so cool.haha.they're total bitches.but it's coool being bitchy.lols.=P.love em.and the guy.whoa.super hot.i like!haha.so at 8 i left her hse.went home.but my younger sis wanted me to buy her dinner.bluek.i told her that i'll cook for her maggi.haha.then went i was in the lift.there was this cute lil girl.a yr old i tink.so cute.haha.i love lil children.then she put her hand out.she shook my hands.so cuteeeee.hahaha.okok i shouldnt get too obsessed with lil kids.ahakz.they're all so cute and lovable.uhh.so now here i am.aching all over.haha.someone massage me pls.btw i need a chauffeur.who can drive me wherever i wanna go.wouldnt life be better?
hoping to see ya.but didnt.hmph.




heelo.im bored.oh.guess what.my mum's going to penang with my dad.and my bro has night shift.which means.i'll have sucha great night tonight.haha.maybe i shall go out.hmm.anyone wants to go out wimme??im so bored la.need someone.ahhh.k k.anyway.today i planned to go town with hanii.but didnt feel like it.so i went to her house instead.did the english project thingy.cos we have to show mdm nora what we have done so far.then after that was when the FUN began.haaa.we took pictures!yay!haha.really nice ones.uhh.then she forced me to eat there even though i didnt intend to eat lunch.haish.after lunch we had marshmallows!haha.we sorta like bbq it.lame laa.we had fun.nice.nice.miss going to her house esp after i moved.it's sad la.then i passed my old house.really felt like crying.they tebang that mango tree.and the tall tall tree.dunno what it's called.and the roofs are gone.haiz.it's really sad k.esp when u grew up in that house.14 yrs k!i seriously cant believe that it's gone.just with a blink of the eye.i still remember those times when i was younger and my older guy cousins will come and play soccer at my house there.and the girls will play with the you-noe-what.like masak2.haha.i was cute then.heeee.even my father miss that house.he cant pass that house anymore.i tink it's cos he'll start crying.hey that's my grandma's house and she passed away.things are really different.i can even write a book on my life in that house.well.yeah.i tink.minus the grammar mistakes.ya.haahx.that house is the best house anyone can ever have.plus the HUGEness.i tink at least 3 families can fit in there.actually last time my aunts and uncles live there oso.so the house was always busy.very fun lah.and we always have gathering parties.i still can rmb that time.we all as in EVERYONE came to that house and we danced all night long. i really mean dance.with the lights off and stuff.that was one of the nice things.i just wish that i can have that kinda life again.i really feel like crying.hai.but the saddest part was when my grandma died.and i lived with her for 12 years.and 12 years is long k.no one can ever feel the same way like i do.when she went.the house felt really different.okok.i tink i should stop here.before i start crying.hmmmp.k then.bye ppl.i miss you.
16jalanishak.bestest house.=(




ellloooooo!!!!!!!ahahaaaaa...im so tired!i just came back from my shopping in arab street...bought materials to make my kebaya or long dress or whatever la..it's really nice..and the price is 'nice' too...haaha...mine's black lace over pinkish background..so it looks maroon ar...really nice...so anyway we all planned to go watch movie..as in me..my sister and mum...then like got no time...so went banquet..everyone ate except me...wasnt really hungry...then we walked to arab street..i took like hours to find the NICEst material..so now im satisfied..lalala...then we saw my two of my grandaunts..and three of my arab relatives..the one from middle east...they shopping there..so we ALL went together..i cant believe my grandaunts are like so crappy...they're so funny la..oh yaaa!!..haah...this guy ah..he was measuring2 my younger sis..showing her a pink lace..wah..he's damn funny k..haha...so charming and cute..haha...cute not as in the way he look..the way he talks..i was laughing and laughing..hahaa..damn cute..FAST forward...we went home together...but the arabs went to take cab..but the rest took mrt..then it was full laa...so we miss that train..but my mum and grandaunts got it..so anyway..we got down at eunos mrt...trying to search for my mum...then from behind..she was hearing our conv k!..moron..haha...she scare me...nonsense la..so yea.... gtg....TAAAAZ!




.....gaaaa.....im fasting...haiiii.....ok i shall talk some sense now..
yest was the first time this yr that my family went out together..yay!..haahx..everyone was out except for me..my mum and dad...so boring i tell ya..anyways my mum asked me to get ready cos she wants to take us go jb..to eat and put petrol la..for the car..my older sis was in tamp..so we went there to pick her up..my younger sis at her fren's place...at siglap area there...so we picked her up..then went woodlands...went all the way there...then we just realised that it was jam..so we decided not to go..we were hungry so we had to decided on a place ta eat..i wanted pizza..turkish food...yum..haha...but then we went to the pizza hut in siglap..but my mum prefered canadian pizza..so we went over there instead..but they have no dine in..only takeaways..so then we decided to eat by the beach...haaa...bought drinks and all..while waiting for the pizza..we went starbucks...bought mocha frac....nice~...then went to get the pizza...and made our way to east coast beach...ate there...then around 11..went home..i wanted to fast right..so in the morning i woke up at 5 and ate pizzas again...my life revolves around pizzas..haha...but it was nice..aruughh...now im hungry..still got about 4 more hours..i can survive!yay..that's the spirit..ahahaha...k then...i gotta go now...buaaaiizzzz....




maybe it's like the worst news ever..maybe it's not..i dunno!!it sounds so crap..i tot i saw him..but he claimed that he wasnt there...but nooo!!..haha...im going nuts!..it has to be him right?..k whatever..he's just another jackass...another typical boi..bluek....it seems wierd..it really does...k haseenah..it's INFACTUATION..maybe i shall just shut up now...haiizzz...im so bored k...nothing to do..actually there is...i have tonnes of hw tha do...stoopid..[i miss him..i really do...and guess what..i was the one who messed up everything..i shouldnt have..hmpphhh...]..i wannna go out..but there's no one to go out with...divviizz is stuck at home..her mum ar!..haish...then maria..she must be too lazy..damn it..anyway..i just realised sth..when ppl get a rank..or going to get a rank..they'll get proud..arrogant...why?cos they think they're so big..and look down on ppl like him..tsk...it's blardy irritating..but all that kinda ppl can fuck off...haaaaa...assholes!..my dad thinks that we're[as in my siblings]..ignoring him and stuff..cos we dont usually talk to him..like have a proper conv anymore..hah..i notice that also...and the reason is cos we have our own stuff ta do..like..my sis..everyday go out..like my bro ar..then my younger sis..always watching tv...then me..hmm...what do i do???..on the comp?..dunno arr..yeah well..i wanna go beach!so long nvr go..sometimes i prefer a bigger family..like have 6 siblings kinda thing..i tink it's more fun...=p...if only.........




heeeeeeyyyyyyy......i cant really explain how im feeling now...infactuation..yea..that's what u call it..okk..let me save it for the last..heehe...anyway..just now we had half day!whhheeee!but then i had guides...so it ended at ard 1240..unlucky..by the time it ended he wasnt in school anymore..total crapness..i didnt even get tha see him kz..but nehmind..ermm...then me and maria left school...went caltex..i bought a drink..then we went tm..then check the movie time for hitch...then i saw sakinah...she was with..erm..a group of guys i tink...she was like shouting 'oi'..haaha..eh i got name okk!anyways tm..the time was too early..cos divvvz had choir..and she'll only be there by 3 or sth..so maria and me..uhh..we rushed to century square to check the movie times..and guess who i saw...z...yeah...Z!..i tink i saw him..looks like him anyway...if it wasnt him..then nehmind...it's like..our eyes met..haahaaa...okok..im suppose to forget him..whooops?..uhh..then we bought tickets for divya also...she wasnt late..she was in time..then.........we watch hitch!yay!haha...it's nice..so funnyy..not so bad..but abit draggy..i enjoyed it...and the best thing is...DIVYA JAYAKUMAR PILLAI CRIED..ok ok maybe i shouldnt make fun..wait..im not k!..haahaaaz...her eyes were so teary..haaha..erm..so after the show..maria wanted to go home..then we went to the interchange and i saw abg zubir and kak ayu..i was kinda running away from them..hah..then...i saw that jidi of mine..jidi is granduncle..i tink...dunno laaa....but he's my jidi la..and i was practically running away from him oso..haha...i saw so many ppl..IN ONE DAY...it's so sickening..i just hate tampines...and also bedok...yark!...we also saw maria's sis...we were in the same bus as her arr...then me and divya went bedok interchange...we went mac...talk talk...there was this guy there...he has this gothic look..his hair was like joel from good charlotte...he painted his nail black..and look very 'cool'..haha...then after divvz's mum called her..[even though she didnt pick up]...we left..i went home arr...haii...im so tired now....byyeee...happy holiday ppl!!..but it's so short..only one week...but better than nothing...
.infactuated.




heeelllooo ppl!ahakz...i haven been blogging...that's cos my bro has been home..and he took a 6 days leave!!how annoying is that!hhaaiishh..actually i dunno my point of blogging now..cos i dun have anything much tha write..oh ya!..i was floating like mad person just now..and i just realised something...when i talk to him..face to face...i cant look at him in the eye...why oh why!haha..maria said tt it's infactuation that's why i cant look at him in the eye..when i talked to him..i was looking else where.hey..im not trying to be rude la..but i was too nervous..haha...what do u expect!it was the both of us only..divya and maria had to abandon me right...but it was nicceee~
haa~




heelllloooooooo!!!haha...im just so happy k!haha...im becoming like divya laa...ahahakz..anyway i was so close to him!!yay!hhaha...k k i'll save the best for the last..hmm..we had sorta like half day todae..got the class tee...EW!ugly ugly..hmmpphhh....stooopid laarrrr...paid 14 bucks for it k..and it was so blardy plain..what the heck...wasting money oni..but nehmind..=/..uhh..after school...i went tha eat with maria..suhailah and erlina..very fun la..so we went macs..[usual place~]talk talk..then went to walk around at pp..im trying to figure out what to buy for henna for her bdae..i dont know what she likes..and she's not telling me!..niwaez..when we reach east coast..got alot of ppl ready laaa...so enthu for what...we were already planning not to run..after all...who would..so we didnt laa!...and you noe what..i hate that *** grp...so irritating...esp when he's inside...they're so close...but whatever...so irritating la...hmm...then we walked all the way..except for some cos we wanted to like catch up with erlina and susu..then i saw him...he was WALKING..obviously la..like who would run..and *jane* was nicely eating a bag full of food..hahaha..tsk tsk...divya....divya...haha...uhh..k la..fast forward...after all the runs...there were performances by uhh....dance club...guides..and dunno what ar..and guess who came and sat beside me..no wait..more like i went to him..hahaha...**A***A*..lalalala~..haahah..he's so farni la..so cute!!..then he was speaking in his language la...even cuter!!hahaa...at that point of time i wasnt even thinking of HIM..as in the first him..okok dont get confused..haaha...so anyway i had a great time...we were sorta like talking and stuff..after the road run..me maria and divya WANTED to go home..but we decided not to...YET...so we went macs in bedok..we were talking2...we met joycelyn and justin there..she's so cute la..haha..and hani and her 'gang' was there too...anyway...we left after awhile..okkk then...gotta go...taaaaz!!




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it's just so bloody wierd..having ppl to know your name when u dont even know them!well, this girl..from tk la duh..i was filling up my bottle..then she was like hi haseenah...then i was like..huh?huh?what the hell..i stared at her looking dumb..haish..too dumbfounded laa..i looked blur!haha..as usual..anyway u noe what..i dun feel like posting now..someone just spoiled my once BEAUTIFUL mood..hmmpphhhh!

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