i dont know what's up with my parents.they arent happy that me and my tutor are forever laughing and stuff.cmonn, she's lame funny.what am i supposed to do?!and she's so wack.haha.she'll start singing and stuff.kinda remind me of fatoon.hehee.but she cant beat fatoon.she's blonde.yep.so anyway, had tuition today.im so proud of myself.i actually helped out in the kitchen before break-fast.yayy.haha.i made tehh.ok like which girl would?!i mean...gosh im so proud of me.wheeee.
got back all my results.no first three months for me.damn.but i didnt actually wanna go but after ppl said stuff like, "you'll get to experience....yadda3" im not quite sure myself.but i most definitely would not wanna go serangoon jc.i'd rather work.earn money.shop.thats my motive.haha.
i missed the twodee outing.will make it up after o's.im thinking of sentosa.any ideas?and gloria, if you're reading this, im gonna prove to u that i can actually plan okayyy.haha.it's just that sometimes things doesnt work out.
moving towards to positive side of life.lovin it.




hey yaaaa.im bored.i dont know why but i cant study before breaking fast.as in before everyone break fast.it's just weird.i think.so today i got back a few of the papers.soo disappointing.i would, most definitely not be able to get in the first three months.sucky feeling.what am i doing to my future?haha.screwed up.these past few days has been so unpredictable.one min, im like totally happy and the next, im like so *ucked up.i hate it when people invade my privacy.pissing off.im so random.haha.i wanna blog.yet, i have no idea what to blog.i suck la.haha.
ohhh.i developed grad nite photos already.yayy.but im kinda sad.i didnt take with like a lot of ppl.pissing off!and i left early.ok whatever.im not gonna dwell on this.
OK RANDOM STUFF!
1. Does anyone know your password to your email?
- i dont think so.it's private!
2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?
- yucck!i hate mcdonalds.ha.
3. Are you an emotional person?
- yeeaahh...
4. Do you like your name?
- durrhh rite?haseenah has nice meanings.i loiike!
5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- yepp..but hey, beauty is only skin deep.
6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
- uh, no.not really.unless she's dating christiano ronaldo or paultwohill.hee.
7. What was the last thing you did?
- i was on the phone with youdontknowwho.
8. Who is right next to you?
-nobody.i'd rather be with myself.QT.aha.
9. Who was the last person you ate with?
- my mum, sisters and bro.
10. What song are you listening to right now?
- teddy geiger's for you i will.
11. How's the weather right now?
- chiLL.
12. Last person who called you today?
- my sister's bf.
14. Last song you sang?
- haha.ermm.cant rmbb.oh oh.erm dangerously in love by beyonce.i loveeee.
15. Last time you danced?
- i cant rmb.i dont dance alone.
16. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
- dont remind me.but things are cool now:) im glad.
18. Last thing you ate?
- some biscuit.
19. Been really depressed before?
- who hasnt?but i can manage stress better now.
20. Faked being sick to miss school?
- many many times.but i regretted.tsk.
21. What time did you wake up today?
- six something.apparently i dont have to wake up for sahur.hee.
22. Current taste?
- CHOCOLATE.
23. Who is the person that posted this survey?
- how would i know?
24. What are you wearing right now?
- nighty.
25. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
- not girls of course.and guy friends, nahh.they're friends!cmonn..
26. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
- his body and overall appearance, of course.
27.Where are you right now?
- my brother's room.
28. What date and day is it?
- 27th September 2006, Wednesday.
29. Did you go anywhere today?
- HELL.i went to sch.gaaahh.
30. What did you do there?
- got back results.sad thang.
31. How old are you?
- i'll be sixteen next week.so shhhuushh.
33. Are you mature or immature?
- i like to be childish.but there are times when you have to be matured.
34. Do you call your parents by their first name?
- i would have been dead.it's rude okay.
35. Are you an only child?
- no way.i like a big family.
36. Where do you go shopping?
- anywhere as long as i have cash.loads of em.
37. Do you like where you work?
- im not working.
38. Do you like books?
- some books.i prefer mags though.
39. Do you want to get married?
- yeeaaahh.of course.
40. To whom?
- mr Right has yet to come..




i thought you were my fairytale...a dream when i'm not sleeping..
hey y'all.prom's over!damn.i want it back.i really do.i wanna have it all over again.i lacked experience.screw up some stuff.wanted to go clubbing!agghhhh!pissing off.
okay.so surprisingly, i woke up at nine.did some dyi face rejuvenation then met kavina, gloria, sandhya and gloria.went for manicure.i chose a bronze color.was nicee.heehe.thenn saw sandhya in REDS.left for dr shahi's clinic while henna and sandhya had lunch.then went to kavina's house.i looove her room.haha.her's brother's soo adorable.i like him.heehe.had lunch at her house.her dad's cute la.he's funny.her mum made me ate soo much.i swear.haha.then about three, we left for the salon.had to wait for quite some time before the woman even started doing my hair.it turned out perfect.but the unfortunate thing was..by the time we finished it was already like 630..and people will start coming to the hotel at 645.crapness!so we changed.wore make up.was all so rushing.i hate haing to rush.seriously okay!and while putting on the make up and stuff, i was literally shaking.hmmpphh.that's one mistake.i think my make up was horrible.i turned out soo yuckky in the photos.haha.luckily, kavina had her 8 other team mates to help.ahaha.they're so supportive.i swear.ehee.so we only reached the hotel at 8.there was a freaking jam okay!everyone was there.i was soo nervous.took loaadss of picsss.i think other than me looking bad in the pics..everything was great..esp the part where me and henna were soo hyper.haha.we were practically shouting at each other!drunkards.hhaha.oh oh.i asked mrs tan to dance with us.and she was dancing on the spot!bloody cuteness.haha.seriously.haha.took pics and more pics.henna dragged me into the dancefloor.was dancing like there's no tomorrow.haha.ok not exactly.but it was reetaaarrddeed.i left early actually.kinda sad la.fuckit.im still pissed over that.left around 1130.wanted to stay longeerrr.dammnnnnn!kk i'll stop.or i might just smash the computer screen.went henna's house after that.some ppl ditched us.haha.it's k la.we ended up doing nothing.took more retarded pics.but we were shagged.left around 1..had to be home by 1 anyway.BUT my parents were actually asleep.how pissing off.i could have just come home at whatever time i wanted and just sneak in.grrr.but couldnt stay long at henna's place.she was gonna go for hindi school in the morning.sandhya, chayana and ashwin went clubbing.how unfaiirr!ok.soooo,
tomorrow start puase.yay.i'll be a good girl.i mean it laaaa..gotta start studying next week.my sister reminded me that o levels is in 5 weeks.haiz...and we're getting back our prelim results next week..but the best thing issss......
MY SUPER SWEET SIXTEEN IS IN TWO WEEKS!
the party of the year has yet to come, after o's!wheeheeheeeeeee!~




There's something in the way you look at me. It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece.
booo.im bored.it's sunday again.time is flying soo fast.too fast.which is a good thing.but bad also.geeez.prom's coming!yay.i asked my dad if i can 'sleepover'.he said no.his excuse was that he has to see us(as in his children) everyday.bullshit.he was just trying to be cute.haha.then he went on bout other lame stuff.im not giving up!im not gonna throw away this perfect opportunity.heeh.so anyway,
chem prac was okay.fatin was funny.haha.her thingie didnt work again.it's always her.haha.=P.i realised that chem prac was the second shift.bloody annoying.
social studies was okay.good actually cos northern ireland came out.was superdamn happy.and henna was like, fucking awesome!haha.we were actually planning to curse ms nani.grr.k whatever.e math paper 1 was a killer.i wanted to murder mrs tan.
geog elec...okay la.not expecting much.bio paper 4 was nonsense la.whatever i studied and MEMORISED didnt come out.pissing off!
had bio and phy prac in the morning.had to do some urine stuff for bio.so sick la.then after the whole prac, i realised it wasnt really urine.dumbness!haha.phy was notsurprisingly boring!i can never like physics.yuck.after that had a maths paper 1.everyone was actually studying during the break.im impressed.whee.
friday was a bad day.i went hani's house in the morning.around 12 i think.okk afternoon!it was raining cats, dogs and monkeys!so pissing off la.i was drenched from head to toe.then her maid helped me dry my clothes and everything.blahh.
k im off.ciao!





No more camouflage, I wanna be exposed..
hiiee.it's sunday morning.tomorrow is the start of prelims.(excluding english) i was feeling rather nervous last night.was thinking of the whole chunk of notes to memorise for bio.it's giving me the chills.brr.haha.but anyway this prelims determines whether or not you'll get to enter a jc for the first three months.freaky thing.but ya.so people!anyone?!, good luck man.we'll enjoy after prelims.PROM!wheeee.haha.so yeah.im gonna have chem prac tmr.just hope i dont screw up.but 1 and a half hours?i dont get it.is it two prac?ahah.im lost.but anyways, im gonna go have breakfast now.oh oh!check this out, http://www.singaporeidol.com/scoops_070906v.htm#video haha.till then..toodles!




my heart feels heavy.i dont know.ok i expected it.he cried.he really did.he's different.his hair.his personality.there's no other paul.haha.ok im a wee bit too much right?but my dad already told me not to cry.im strong.whee.i didnt cry.i did last week though.no idea why.but hey, at least paul did good before he left.im proud of him.everyone should be.so no more roadshows, no more singapore idol craze.no, nothing.whatever.anyway exams are coming.paul's just another short-term craze.after taufik.haha.so pathetic.so so pathetic.but i think i prefer paul.urghh.hopefully he'll appear somewhere.whatever.back to my normal life.
i found my diary!more like journal.the one i had two, three years ago.i started laughing when i read it.it's super duper childish.ok not exactly.but i actually wrote bout my crushes.when i thought bout it, it's so lame!i didnt even know the meaning of love then.so pathetic.so so pathetic.but i decided to continue writing.dont know why.but i need a place where i can vent my anger.k bro's home!




I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you!
it's really weird to be online and not see the usual people online.my prediction: they're actually studying.yeah well.im trying okay.but im not there yet.as in i need some more time to adapt to this mugging period.prelims are so near.gosh.im not worried.but anyway, on the bright side, im glad paul's still in.though im trying real hard to not get too obsessed with this idol thing.im actually quite sad joakim's out.ok fine.he's cute la.but you knowww....aha.anyway most probably paul's gonna leave this week.so yeahh.i havent done anything fun.how boring!oh wait.there was the teachers' day.omg.those cruella from 4E made mrs chee eat blue cheese.does anyone have any idea how bad that cheese smells?!i almost puked when ms ang brought it to class.yuck yuck.but she did it anyway.she rocks la.hope she felt okay then.haha.the concert was okay.quite boring actually.i mean those tchers' day we had two or three years ago was much more entertaining.thats cosss....the hotties from that sec 4 batch were still in tk.haha.me and henna wanted to take pics with ehem you-might-know-who.but failed attempt.nothing much happened, really.gahh.boring la!on friday, i woke up late.sat, same old.goshh.ok this post is boring.so, ciao!
cant wait for prommm...