i havent been blogging since like forever..i dont know why i lost the mood to..my ancient computer is screwing up things for me..for example, i cant view the photos emilla sent me cause the brightness button for my monitor is fucked up and so it'll remain at zero..i seriously need to bug my dad to buy a new monitor..an lcd screen would be perfect..but i want a new phone too..haissh..life's hard.
but anyways, i went jamiyah last thurs..at last!after two weeks of break..haha..i taught this cutesy boy..hes so intelligent..okay im exaggerating but really, hes a smart boy and cute too..like hes shy and all..haha..toon got two annoying lil kids..haha..okay theyre not, just that theyre too hyperactive, i guess..hehe..
on friday, i had a girls night out with my beautiful ladiess-fatin the sexy fishy thing!i swear!haha..she wore fish nets, emilla the tumpang bag and camera girl!, sandy the bitchy sexy thang(yeaap, still ma bitch) and alisa the girl who cant decide anything and takes forever to dress up!goddd..hahaha..but woooo!it was seriously fun stuff..haha..besides having to wait for sandy for like godknowshowlong!haha..we went boat quay first then walked down to clake quay..i think half the time was spent on walking!but it was fun, with crazy people like toon and sandy..haha..we camwhored like everywhere..i liikee!we settled on shiraz..and sisha-ed there..the waiter was cutee..haha..he was soo gabra-like..cute la..haha..oh and im declaring today that sandy is a smartass bitch!haha..thank god for that id..i would have cried if not for her..so we played 'ive never....' cos we ordered a virgin mary which turned out pretty awful..it was like tomato juice, yucks..so those who has done whatever 'ive never....' sentence brought up must take a sip of it..okay so then the bill came which left us nearly broke..haha..we walked to (ehem!) and blah blah......
yeah and sooo..it was freaking fun!haha..i came home at 1130..thank god i didnt get screwed man..
then on saturday, i spent my day with my cuzzie muzzies..we went changi beach..had a picnic cum bbq there..we swam in the overly salted water..haha..it was funnn..then we played captain's ball in our soaked tops and bottoms..tiring stuff okay..so like we washed up in the toilet at safra beach resort..thank god for that..haha..i felt all clean again!yayy..oh and we went for bowling after that!hhaha..i have such crazee and mrepek cousins..woooo!haha..i got 70something points..from that 100 points i got the other time..dammit!we went for dinner at simpang bedok cos my cousin has a stall there..and i got my roti john cheese!yummmmyyy!haha..reached home at 1130, yet again..was shagged laa..haha..
sometimes i feel that shes taking over our lives for her own happiness=(
we're still friends<3




where's my superman?
i cant believe my sister's leaving for malacca later..how unfair right..she's going for a holiday with erm...her friends?something i never thought my dad would approve of..but hey, it's my older sister..he's totally biase over her..grrr..
i met tooon yesterday cause i wanted to get that top ive been wanting from bugis street..heh..met her around 1 and we got my top.wheeheee!i saw like, so many tksians..okay im exaggerating but really, there were quite a bunch..i saw my junior whose skirt has been shortened..whoa..haha..i guess more people wanna show off their pretty legs?erm.yeahh.
so then we had starbucks..she had mocha frappe..and i had choc caramel frappe which was super duper fattening..what was i thinking?i had like choc and caramel syrup on top of the whipped cream..okay fine.it was yummyy!hehe..so i had to skip lunch;)
we headed to town to meet the rest of the crew..there was divya, si xuan, haoning, zhaoshan and shermaine..it's soo weird that zhao shan's always following the girls like everywhere..he's almost one of them..haha..we window shopped but the main point was to look for a bag for sher and wallet for sixuan..but obviously we sidetracked..we went borders..was looking through mags..according to shermaine, wentworth got into an accident!ahaha..whoaaho!~
but anyways, we went blush! cos i told divya bout the sale they were having..two bras for 19 bucks..woooo! haha..and zhaoshan wanted a blush! paperbag..crazee man..haha..oh, me and toon camwhored in that same toilet again!haha..and we were like totally discussing bout our "outing" next friday..anyone wants to come?nyaha.
and we're going sentosa soon!i dont care..ugh..and canoeing/kayaking toooo!what's the difference btw?hee.
i love my mummy..she told me she's gonna get me a new phone..wheehheee!so like im thinking what phone to buy..i want a flip phone..any ideas anyone??
so totally disappointed in you, asshole!!:(




wooooo!haha..happy valentine's day to all my sexy, beautiful girls..i love y'all..and sadly, no one asked me out..but who cares..i went out with my one and only whore..toonie!she's damn sweet..haha..i was rotting at home, just lazing around, on the phone and i called her..but she was meeting 4e people plus divya so we could only meet around 5..i made plans with alisa too..so i dressed up..wore a pretty lil dress top..with black pants..then met toon at 530..she looked hot..haha..with her tube top..we headed to town..i hate valentine's day..there were like many many couples walking around and girls with flowers in their hands..so whatever k!haha..k fine, im jealous!i want flowers tooo..nyaha.
we were supposed to join alisa for sisha at arab street but tooon!so leceh!ahaha..she just refused..haha..but we came up with other plans..shhhh!!!we shan tell but we shall invite..
we walked around more..i got my mocha frappe..yayy..been wanting that since like forever..and i bought two pretty bras from blush!..haha..i was gonna but the one from pierre cardin but i somehow read the thingie wrong, thinking that it was two for $19.90 and buy two get one free..but actually it was one for $19.90..craphole..
i came home in sucha happy mood, i sweaar!haha..god knows why!but im full of loveee baby!woo..im gonna go toon's house tmr with the 4e gang with divya for a movie marathon!haha..im stealing her laptop toooo..shhhh........haaha..
god, im crazy!
im gonna have a chalet with my cousins sooon!yay!haha..will blog soon..toon's bugging me with youtube stuff!haha..i love her though..hehe..
thanks for today sis!mmmmuaks!




i have no idea why im blogging..im in sucha cranky mood that i feel like killing everyone around me..i was on the phone with glorie till like 2 last night..i wanted to put down cos i was really tired but somehow i just didnt want to..we had such an interesting conv..bout the past and future..know something?im gonna start anew once school starts..im gonna leave behind whatever but not my girls though..i hate to be in this mood it's like as if im so emo..hahaha..
yeah so anyway i msged naaz in the morning, wanted to meet her but she was in vivo..so i decided i was gonna sulk at home..glorie was at paveena's and divs was at zhaoshan's with the 4E gang..ironically..then around 5 something i got a call from naaz and so i met her at nyonya, our usual spot..we chilled till bout 7 and we went to her house she has three cats now!haha..okay not exactly, one is a kitten..and it's soo adorable..it's orangeyy..and small..cutesy!haha..BUT!!i still dont like it..according to naaz, it likes to play with people's feet..crazy man!haha..we chilled in her room..then watched dvds..Kuntilanak..eeee!scarryy k..haha..k fine, it was scary at first..the ghost thing was like white and almost fake..haha..the sound effect was the one that creeped the shit outta me..
on the way home, i called surayya, the bday girl..haha..wished her!we're gonna meet up soon k?mmuaks!
i dont know if im really in the mood for sentosa tmr..even though i really2 want to go..i mean, we've been wanting to sunbathe..right toon?so if glorie comes too, i might join alisa and her gang..if not, im wit toon!shes my date tmr!wooooo!~haha..since nobody asked me out!it'll be like our second date..hehee..she was my date for prom too..
damn, i feel pathetic!;)
i hope my parents are really going msia this weekend cos there's some wedding in penang, of which im not interested in even though i love love weddings..and i think my sister's going malacca with her friends..and hopefully!my brother would be too busy with studying to even care..
thenn......................wooooooohoo......................
i'll survive even without your support!!




disappointment after disappointment..i dont remember a time when i made my parents proud of me..and i wonder when that time will come but i know it wont come anytime soon..maybe this is not the time of my life when it's all so ever wonderful..maybe i didnt work hard..maybe theres a reason behind all these..maybe im made not to do well in life..maybe God is testing me..ive come up with so many reasons..but none seem to fit whatever im going through now..it's like i try to be happy but im reminded of it all and i'll sulk all over again..but why?i expected much more from myself..my parents didnt though..my mum thought i was gonna do worse..my dad's happy for me though, i guess..he's sweet..but hey, at least im going to some jc..and i should be happy right?anyways..im so freakin happy for gloriedearr!haha..she got freakin 9 pts(minus two, 7!)..it's so unbelievable..smartass shawty!haha..i lovveee you!oh and congrats to maria and sixuan for being the top 40!woooo!and also, divyadarl and suhailah and tooonbaby!, kavinaa shahi!, sandyyslut and others for doing well..muuuaks!so happy for you guys.
okay so friday went well..after the results..hehee..shan elaborate..but i somehow liked it=)
i sulked at home on saturday..it's crazee..cos i was suddenly reminded of 'stuff' and tears welled up in my eyes..retarded okay..not like as if i wanna cry..hmph..and sometimes i feel like i dont deserve to be happy..
i was off to jb on sunday with my mummy, granny, older sis and her other half..went tebrau city..came home before midnight..haha..
blah.

this song has been stuck in my head!:
well you done done me and you better felt it
I tried to be chill but you so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks and i'm tryin to get back before the cool done run out
i'll be givin it my bestest and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
i'm yours....
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free l
ook into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music of the moment maybe seen with me
Ah, la peaceful melodie
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved
So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short this is our fate,
i'm yours..!




not planning to update anytime soon.but yesterday was fun=), besides the result part..and thanks girls for making me smile when i really didnt feel like..love youuu loadds!!mmmuaks!




it's tomorrow.yes tomorrow..not today..not saturday..tomorrow..!!the day we've all been waiting for is here..and it's tomorrow..im gonna cryy!ahhhhh!k people, lucckksss to y'all..hopefully, we'll all do well aite..mmmmuaks!




i was just on the phone with toon..theres always something crazee to talk bout when im with her and im lovin' it..haha..somehow i just didnt see myself being this close to her in sec one..haha..we have yet to decide where to go tmr..i talked to gloriee too..told her bout my granny..i think there's a distinct similarity when it comes to old people..theyre just sooo erm, naggy and sometimes even heartbreaking..i really felt like crying when i was with her just now..or maybe im just pmsing..so anyway i went parkway with my brother, mummy and granny..we had lunch at that indonesian restaurant..my brother bought levi's jeans..and i think it's friggin unfair cos i want a pair toooo!i dont even have one okay..sadly..but whatever..im gon hafta lose some ass before i buy new pants..heehe..but i love my ass though..dont get me wrong glorie:)..yeah..so i was gonna get a top from dorothy perkins..this black one..but granz was just...gaahhh!!!..haha..whateverrr..so i didnt get a top..sometimes i wish i had my mummy's credit card..yeah, i know..keep dreaming..
i read toon's blog bout her wanting to drive and coincidentally, i drove yest!haha..cos my daddy wanted to teach my older sister since shes learning now..so might as well..we went to his factory..to the rooftop..which was pretty nice..then my sister drove..she was a coowww!haha..she refused to drive any faster..i got pretty annoyed..so i asked daddy if i could drive..and i did..believe me, i was nothing like my sister..haha..i guess different people are different and they have their own flaws and strengths..so i did a U-turn, which again my sister refused to do..and i didnt brake at any point..it was madness!haha..my mum and sister who were sitted behind almost flung..hehee..but it was funn!haha..i hope hope that we get to go again this weekend..wait, that meeans, i would have already gotten back my results?
that one slip of paper can change everything..everything you might ever dream of..it's either good or bad..theres no in between..ive decided that im not gonna bring my phone on that day..i hate it when ppl keep calling..and ive gone through that in pri6..i was totally devastated over my result that each time when someone calls, i'd just go aahhhhh!and start crying..haha..to think that my dream school was cedar girls..omg..thats embarrassing..haha..but i was and still am glad that i was posted to tanjong katong secondary school.whee.haha.ive met such crazee people!yeah.so anyway..friday, the 9th (which is also ahmad's bday..haha..LUCKSS!) is gonna be one hell of a ride..ugh..pray that i'll do well:)
i talked to nowrin just now!haha..that bitccchhh..i miss herrr!!!haha..i might be meeting her on friday..i want to!i dont care..haha
i might be meeting surayya on friday too..and yes, we made peace..and read vows..haha..hoping for the best!tralalaaa......
There's a new guy in town!whooohoo!wheeeeho00!




heyy.it's been some time since i last blogged.i guess ive been busy.with stuff.but anyways, i went jamiyah!to volunteer of course.and i felt good after that.i mean helping the kids.they're such adorable creature and know something?they find their own form of funn.in their own way.i guess.haha..but that boy i was tutoring was super damn playful.haha.and he told me to let him be playful and if the next time i come, he be serious.and he wanted me to come on saturday.dammit.i feel soo bad now.i was too caught up with stuff.i watched Murder.that hindi movie right.it's nice i think.the storyline at first was pretty nice.but towards the end, it's soo dumb.like seriously okay!haha..
i watched the sweetest thing later at night.omg it was hilarious!haha..there was one part where ambulans, firefighters, police, neighbours, whoever!came to this girl's house and it was cos they need to get the girl out of her bf's *weewee*..hahaha..apparently, he has a pierce down there and it somehow got stuck in her mouth..so please girlfriends, dont do blowjob if your bf has a piercing on his *weewee*..hehe..
so other than these so called exciting "events" i did nothin..
im reading this book called played.and now im like sticking with it like forever!three more chaps and im done!haha..
oh and i got my,
kabie alvida naa kehna!