ok so like i abandoned gp and decided to blog. research can come later. anyway im doing this research on wee shu min. some girl who blogged bout god knows what and caused some discontentment. whatever. not like i care. so this week has been really draining. i feeel super tired. it's like being in a race. and youre like sprinting all the way but theres no finishing line. now, if that were to happen in reality i'd lose my ass. haha. but jc is making me sacrifice too many things. and that includes shopping. but at least i still get to meet my girls. which i still am happy for:) thank god we havent drifted apart that much. but henna left for aussie already. i mean like, again. and i have no idea when shes coming back:( hmph. kavina told me. so i msged henz and stuff. sad thing that we didnt even get to meet.
so like i met the girls on monday. saw shermaine! at last. after like godknows how long. i missed her! i still does actually. that lil cutesy. haha. but she left with divya after like 1sec? she had to go. yeap. hugged her=) and divya tooo! godd. those ppl! hmph. yeah so anyway glory, alisa and toon were there. we did a lil catching up. i pity toon. haha. the things she studies in poly! it's like so so hard. try taking physics+dnt+maths. all as one subj. sad man. but i know blondie's a smarty pants. haha. k that didnt really go. hhaha. ohh and i missed glory! haha. did you remember to wear a bra???? hahahaaha!=P!
okok so like. i had squash on wentzday and friday. i was soo unenergized on wentzday. but somehow, on friday i was so bersemangat to play squash. haha. was in a hyper and all excited mood. was crapping so much with alnishyia. haha. im so loving squash that i wanted to continue playing even though i was dead tired. but the stupidest teacher of all decided to lock the squash court. pathetic k. i was all enthu. grrr! so me and alnishyia left. she bought waffles. i suddenly felt so so tired. haha and guess what? the moment i went home i went straight to bed. without freakin bathing! so freakin eww right. haha. then i woke up at about 11 and took my bath. by then, i was like in a hunger madness. ok, i was hungry. i had cereal. in the middle of the night. almost 12. watched a lil of spiderman 2 and i slept like a baby.
i didnt wanna wake up today. but i did. talked to glory. shes my booby. hahaha. (dont kill me, YET!)
cute girl gave cute boy a cute shirt;)haha!




so glory's back. she went malaysia for like only two days and it feels like i havent spoken to her in ages. which is partly true. cause that sombong hasnt been calling me. i called her just now and her ics leader or something was giving some sorta speech to them. haha. cute:)
but anyways i feel like this is yet again another wasted saturday. i did some work. was struggling through it. dammit k. my mumm told me that i should become a teacher. like hello? i cant teach. i dont wanna anyway. it sucks when people dont think you can achieve far and you only have yourself to believe in you. nevertheless, i should be grateful. at least i have great parents. so like, i had squash on wentzday. like, finally. after so goddamn long. we had a freakin retrials cause the number of girls in squash now is way too much. i sorta got in the second trials. but those who didnt still wanted in. so we just had training. like all of us. and the training was tough. maybe for beginners like me. and the coach was being a pain in the arse. and of course, it is manjan populated. maybe if i join ics or malay cultural society it wouldnt be. but nooo, i'd rather be with manjanfied people. haha. oh and i have alnisya who is not into manjans as well. haha. =P! no offence people. so like, squash ended so so late. oh and since there are too many girls in squash, the teacher in charge has decided to supervise us for like two weeks. the better ones will be in the school team. the rest will be in recreational team. as in you play squash for the fun of it. haha. pretty weird stuff. but ya. and im still waitin to go ballota with mud to play! ugh. i need a squash racquet tooo. since toon's in tennis, maybe she could teach me. coolness stuff. woooo! haha.
so like, yesterday i didnt have squash. went home to sleep. so i didnt meet the girls. some couldnt make it anyway. then at night, i went to surayya's house with my family for tahlil and religious class. something i'd look forward to every friday. haha. i feel a halo floating on my head already. hehhe.
i have like so many tests coming up. i dont think ive really settled down yet. i dont even know if jc is the right path for me. i dont know what im doing. i cant just go wit the flow can i?i dont feel the pressure. im not stressed. this is the exact feeling that i felt just before the o's. is history gonna repeat itself. haha. hope not. oh yea. fairus's going for a dentistry interview this friday and she was reading up stuff bout the teeth(i guess?) on the net at http://www.colgate.com pretty funny stuff. i mean like, dentistry? thats freakin eww stuff right. imagine having to dig into someone's tooth/teeth/gums to get filth out. gross man. esp people with bad breath, breath that reeks of ciggies, rotten eggs.omg. hahaha. lucksss babe! all hail to fai princess for having to wanna do something real gross.
ive gotten my group for project work: yvonne, caiying, adeline, ridzuan and me. i dont think we're that bad. we'll do good. esp when the people in my group arent those taciturn type. i'd die mann. haha. so hurrays for seeeeeenah! haha. im random. it's 1am in the morning for god's sake! you dont except me to be all sane? haha. where's my toonie when i need her? must be fast asleep. that piggo. haha;)
i cant wait for fall in love wit you. you cant wait to fall in love wit me. this just cant be summer love, you see.
he has a girlfriend dammit!




im like waiting for lunch to be served. haha. im hungry:( my mummy's still cooking. some beef and tomato thingie. godknows. hehe. yeap. so yesterday was my slackiest saturday ever! haha. i just refused to do my work. i dont know. i was tired. and sleepy. and nothing was going in my head anyway. something like brain dead but no, im alive. my brain refused to function for like a few hours. no bigs. haha. yeap so at night. i went out for dinner with aunty fairuz, my mummy, sisters and mud. haha. as usual. we went to that east coast lagoon hawker centre(or something like that). glory didnt wanna believe that i was under her blk! haha okay i wasnt but i was in east coast! in marine parade! dammit. haha. i dont blame her for not believing me though. after having to lie to her for so many many times. haha but it's fun k! shes a koala. she knows nothing. cute pure innocent koala! ohh and horny too. haha. yeah so anyway! we ordered bbq honey chicken wings. yummy stuff. satay too. and nasi ayam penyet, hokien noodles, kway teow. haha yeah yeah. i had my coconut juice. as in the coconut. i so likee. haha.
on friday, i met dear toon at tampines. for the first time in the history of mankind, i was early! haha. i wasnt actually. that loonytoonie was late okay. some prob she had with time! grr. hahaha. okok so like i was waiting for her and i was like looking around, intensely for her and she appeared out of nowhere! i swear. haha. didnt recognise her man. she lost so so much weight! my skinny banana babe<3!tampines>
and they call me voluptuous! grrr.




the weather is killing me!i feel like im melting. oooh. melts! haaha. omg im crapping. ive been crapping and talking lotsa rubbish these days. haha. and i have no idea why. a lil on the hyperactive side. i didnt have squash today. wait, i dont even know if i am. but harpreet is like so confident that im in. yvonne, caiying, tricia, eugenia and adilah are visiting the institute of mental health today. some ccc thing. i missed my opportunity. haha. oh wells! i need my sleep anyway. i sorta like rushed my way out of school to catch a glimpse of mr hotness. and no, im not a stalker! hahaha. so like i lost him halfway. then when i was like on the opp side, he was just climbing the bridge. and just then, my bus came! gaaaah! hahaha. i took it okay! BUT!! i got down at ubi and he was in the bus behind mine.
omg! i do sound like a stalker! haha. but it's funnn k! used to do it a lot with lilian! ahhhh. i miss her!=( in fact, i miss many many people!




i have some great news!haha. im in squashh!woooo. okay, thats what i think. cos i wouldnt know if suddenly the whole cca posting thingie screws up. but i went for the squash trial last wentzday. it was some nerve wrecking stuff. i went with alicia from my class. got to know another alicia, harpreet, jannah and this other girl whose name i cant recall. so yeapp. it was my turn to play against the vice captain or something like that. he was like pissed i think. god knows why. but he was being a pain. he gave me low balls which i couldnt hit. at all. and that sucked. cos i got an A which means that im not in. if i had gotten an R, it would mean that im in. but too bad at that time i knew i wasnt. i didnt hit any balls dammit. so when i was about to leave, harpreet asked for my number for keeping in touch sake i guess. i was walking along the covered walkway when i got a call from her telling me that i could do a re-trial. so i went all the way back to the squash court, and i played against this other guy. and damn k. i could play. as in i hit some balls man. hahaha. (pretty hard)=P! and i got an RR. see the difference? haha. so i was like overjoyed. superrb man. harpreet and jannah and alicia(both!) got in tooo. pretty cool huh. so i guess im not joining ccc, but theyre gon visit the imh next wentzday. i wanna go too!=( haha i mean wouldnt it be fun if i could visit the mentally deranged patients? crazy funness! and i think most of the girls in my class are in ccc too. oh and i saw natt with her camera. snapping pics at the tracks. shes in photography society i guess. mmm yea. so yesterday i was supposed to go out with yvonne, tricia and caiying but we postponed the outing cos they were tired. so i met glory instead. divya couldnt meet cos of godknowswhat reason. erm yea? we had lunch/dinner at kfc. i had my bandito. mmmmm yum. haha. we talked. a whole lot. as usual. i was sorta like limping the whole way. my muscles are killing me!(that includes my thighs, arms and stomach) i swear. i had pe the other day and i ran two rounds around the track, did a series of sprints. then i did crunches and push ups. 30 each. the tcher was talking bout 500! i would have died man. haha. so yea. then later, i met my friend. chilled for awhile. then went home. reached home at about 9. was shagged. my dad was home. heee. thank god i didnt get screwed or anything. i couldnt be bothered to do anything productive. so i watched a lil of prison break then slept. the show is kinda sucking. i mean seriously. i know i shouldnt be saying this. but really. it's starting to get pretty boring. i prefer season one. but!! i still pretty much love scofield. ha!
i love my bestie!<3>