maybe it's like the worst news ever..maybe it's not..i dunno!!it sounds so crap..i tot i saw him..but he claimed that he wasnt there...but nooo!!..haha...im going nuts!..it has to be him right?..k whatever..he's just another jackass...another typical boi..bluek....it seems wierd..it really does...k haseenah..it's INFACTUATION..maybe i shall just shut up now...haiizzz...im so bored k...nothing to do..actually there is...i have tonnes of hw tha do...stoopid..[i miss him..i really do...and guess what..i was the one who messed up everything..i shouldnt have..hmpphhh...]..i wannna go out..but there's no one to go out with...divviizz is stuck at home..her mum ar!..haish...then maria..she must be too lazy..damn it..anyway..i just realised sth..when ppl get a rank..or going to get a rank..they'll get proud..arrogant...why?cos they think they're so big..and look down on ppl like him..tsk...it's blardy irritating..but all that kinda ppl can fuck off...haaaaa...assholes!..my dad thinks that we're[as in my siblings]..ignoring him and stuff..cos we dont usually talk to him..like have a proper conv anymore..hah..i notice that also...and the reason is cos we have our own stuff ta do..like..my sis..everyday go out..like my bro ar..then my younger sis..always watching tv...then me..hmm...what do i do???..on the comp?..dunno arr..yeah well..i wanna go beach!so long nvr go..sometimes i prefer a bigger family..like have 6 siblings kinda thing..i tink it's more fun...=p...if only.........