damn it.fuck it.arrrse!im just so bloody pissed alright!everyone is like making me pissed.since morning.cut it out.uurggghh!!!!okok.i'll stop.but i hafta vent my anger somehow right.maybe it's a new beginning.maybe god is trying to tell me that i shouldnt wait for that someone.and just move on.it might be true.cos im totally sick of waiting for him.and in the end im the one losing out.it just sucks when you keep your hopes high.in the end.you dont get what you want.haiz.haiz.anyway.i had guides just now.it was nice.and it ended at 5.how nice.and divya was with us.yeah.that choir girl.haha.mrs tey let her stay.so nice right.haha.then the 3 of us were sitting together.and stuff.yeah.urm.there was the parents' night for sec 3s.my mum couldnt make it.lucky me.ahahkz.uhh.after guides.me and divya went macs.and she freaked out when her mum called.haha.then i saw nazeera with her fren and bf.oh ya.we had to take all our bks home.but my cool.rocking the werld.class.well.we put our books at the fire hose there.wait.what do you call that???haha.dunno la.so yeah.it was nice seeing everyone working together that kinda thing.haha.yeah.hmm.let me summarise this week.
on monday.i had the maths trail shit!god!!i just hate it kay.esp without henna and kavina around.it was damn boring.shouldnt have gone.but it's over now.so heck care.hehez.
on tuesday.uhh.after school.me.maria and divya went to parkway.divya wanted to meet her parents there.was kinda cool.haha.then divya asked us to go to this shop nearby ar.then we went.and guess what.that shop is joel's mum's brother's shop.uh.his uncle la.yeah.his mum was there.and at first.we bought this longan jelly thingy.yeah.one bowl of that.cos we didnt know how it tasted like and stuff.yeah.so when joel's mum recognised divya's class tee.then they were talking bout joel.and his mum asked us to try this REALLY nice mango thingy.haha.it was damn nice k.and the best thing was.she gave it for free.haha.so nice.
on wednesday.i didnt do much.had to go home and study chem.hhaii.
so one thursday.i had the chem test.was kinda okay.i tink i screwed it.dunno la.i need to get at least 17.5.no i mean i want to.and whether i can get or not is another story.ahakz.so anyway.after chem.i went to meet divya.then we went bedok interchange.maria[goody sth sth]haha.wasnt there cos she had physics test.after chem test.so then.divya went to buy stuff for her mum.i went with her.hmm.i need a few more bucks to be able to go on a shopping spree.but i'll save that for after exams.then i'll have the time of my life!wheeezzeee!so then i went home and studied for bio.i slept at 12.cos i watched the oc.waaah.damn nice.i missed the earlier episode.and ryan is hot k.ahhaha.seth oso.*melts*.
and today.i went to school.feeling very tired.and wanting to sleep.the bio paper was okay.even though ms ang considered it easy.hhaai.im tired.btw naqib is GAY.ahaha.he sucks.i hate him.hahaha.
peace out