heeyyaa.im suppose to be studying but heck.this year is like total slack.haiz.but then again the teachers are stressing us out.blaaaahh.anyway i just watched laguna beach.it's just so nice.i cant wait for next week.just now was their graduation.and it was so sweet k.it's like their parents would give them sth.like a gift.isnt that like so great.it's not fair k.and stephen and kristen are so cute.they are like such sweeties.i was like thinking i was in her position.how nice it would be.i've never really felt true love by anyone.it's really sad tho.hahaa.im mad.i cant expect myself to meet mr right now.not now.it's just rubbish.but it's sad.anyway im giving up on him.uh huh.im gonna forget him.and that's final.he hates me.i might as well not like him at all.then having to know that he hates me and still like him.i dont see the point.it's sad.my life's full of saddness.hatred.and everything else.it's sucks.im just so scared for mid yr.i haven really started studying.i only did a bit of this and that.i'll freak out in the end i tell ya.seriously.luckily my mum bought coffee for me.but i cant depend on it too much.i'll get addicted to it.ahahkz.anyway this fren of mine sent me his pic.and asked whether he looked cute in it.haha.he's so farni.so sweet.my fren.hmm.anyways a lot of things have been happening but i wont post it here.i cant wait for after mid yrs.not the results but the shopping spreeeee.i cant wait.oh man.i want it to be over.then i can go my cuz's wed and see him oso.so long nvr see him.just now when he sent me his pic.i got like goosebumps.haha.nitez ppl!
he hates me.i just hafta accept that and move on.
sadness.
hatred.
and everything else.