April 13, 2005
hey.hmph.everyday i come back frm sch.i'd surely be pissed with someone.crap.i just hate it.i tink maybe it's cos it's that time of the month.heeehz.anyway school was okaayy.guitar lesson was fun.actually not really cos we're like doing the same thing.like last week.and that instructor keep talking and talking.but it's fun.me and henna went to the toilet ar.then the stooopid p chan had tha come and asked us where we were going and stuff.yea.after that was physics.obviously my class didnt wanna go.so we slacked in class until 9.then we went.it's like that.it had always been like that.how nice.haha.we had physics quiz.wasnt that bad.was okay.do-able ar.then uhh.we had e maths!god!i cant stand that rasoudeli.really.i cant.he sucks k.he just annoys me.esp with that face.half retarded.wait.more like TOTALLY retarded.loser freak.he's pot belly ya noe.ahahha.anyway after recess was a maths.mrs tan so cute la.haha.she loves us man.oh ya.and i gave her a flower.this carnation flower la.very sweet right.heheez.uhh.got assembly.we had planet crush.and guess what.we 'learned' about porn stuff.haha.nah.it's not fun tho.=PpPp.after school we had ss test.was suckkyyyyy!i couldnt finish it k.i wanted to write more but i knew i had to stop la cos obviously got no time.darn it.haiz.then after the test i went home alone.singing that song.
lonely....im ms lonely....i have nobody for my own....nanana..lols.i've been depressed.i dont know why.and i know that this depression of mine will affect my studies.but i dont understand why.hmm.anyway gloria gave me another letter.i didnt even know.i tink.eh wait.do i?uh.dunno la.was kinda suprised.[he] was so funny just now.haha.too cute la.i shall not say anything else la.it'd be too obvious.haaah.anyway as i was saying.this depression of mine.yeah.it's like when im depressed or angry.i wont talk to ppl about it.i'd EAT.yes.eat.haaa.maybe it's the only way.that why im fat now.sooo fat.like a baby elephant.haaha.whatever.
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