im so glad to be back in sch.not that i like getting back my shitty marks.just that i love to see my frenz again.after the so called 'long holiday'.but then again.i'd love to wake up late.sleep late.that kinda thing.hmm.today is just a bad day for me.i woke up 5 mins late.then i was a bit late.cos my hair was terribly screwed.i could get it in place.then i combed my hair in the car.no mirror.in total darkness.sheesh.then when i came to school.went straight to the toilet.saw maira there.urm.then i gave up so i changed my parting.lol.no wonder i looked like a clown.so it was raining so heavily.the wind obviously spoilt my hair.i totally give up man.i didnt care.so in the morning.before assembly.went 3c.divya.shermaine.n maria was there.before i knew it.he was behind me.bad bad day.im starting to hate him now.no.i dont hate him.more like dislike him.haha.after what happened.i still dont know whether it's true or not.i hope not.it'll be too disgusting.haha.you know what i mean.anyway.got back my e maths.so bloody shitty.so disappointed.sheeeeesh!i just hate myself.i tot i was gonna make my mum proud for like the first time.haiz.so then after that was class photo taking.haaaaiiizzz.my hair was already screw.i didnt know how it looked like k.sucky.the fun shot was sorta sweet.that's what i tink.cos i was with hennzie and kaviwavi.haha.after that was english.i was gonna cry when i got back.it's like if i really fail the whole thing.ya'll wont see me next year man.haiz.after english was bio.my gawd.i screwed it up too!damm la.i hate myself.hmmph.errrrrm.then after recess was a maths lecture.when i got back a maths.i wasnt suprised ar.cos i know i was gonna fail anyway.at least not an f9.so glad.haha.hmm.then got back malay.i actually got what i expected.but my karangan sorta suck.and my bina ayat oso.darn it la.i cant wait for jc.then can drop.yay!~haha.seriously.i hate malay.after malay was chem.got back oso.1 more mark k.it's so annoying.but then again.i didnt expect to get that kinda marks.i expected to get lower.cos it was the last paper and i couldnt be bothered to really study.so anyways after school.waited for maria.with divya and shermaine.when she came we went straight out.i couldnt be bothered to even look at him.hrrrmph.anyway we got the bus on time.then went to make divya's ic.so fast.then we went bk.i ate hershey's pie.sure to get fat.no wait.im already fat.i seriously hafta do sth bout it.heehez.anyway around 415 we went back.took 197 to interchange.in the bus i was damn sleepy k.haha.we were deciding on what name to give divya's teddy.we wanted harold.but divya wanted harvey.maria was being her crazee self.she wanted mr norman.pathetic la.i was already sleepy.haha.
yest.sundaaay.was sorta nice.woke up at 10.ate ate.watch tv.then took bath.everything la.blah.blah.then watch tv.sheesh.i've never watched so much of tv.haha.then suddenly like my door bell rang.we werent expecting anyone.so me and my sis made our way to our room.haha.we do that all the time.so anyway.it turned out that my aunt jemput us for the wedding.that wedding in june.then my egoistic cousin was there.it was like whole family ah.her mum was staring at me like what se.idiot.she has something against me.seriously.maybe it was cos i was wearing this tight shirt.but cmon.u always have sth against me.and she's the reason for us not moving back to the old house.how unfair is that?i seriously hate her.on that wedding im gonna dress up prettyly and make sure her jaws drop until like what.bitch k.at first i salam her.but when she was gonna leave i couldnt be bothered.i mean if you cant treat me properly why should i even respect you.urrgghh.bloody bitch.whore.whatever.i cant believe i actually hate my aunt.but she just gets on my nerve.and she was the cause of everything.from me chatting with hashir to her ruining my mum's life.she's a wicked witch in every girl's nightmare.she doesnt treat her daughters well.she has so many of them.must have fucked alot.uurrggh.ok whatever.anyway surayya actually said that now im tembam and fat.i was like so hurt.but i didnt show it.how could she?she just wanna ruin my life.ass.hrrmmphh.so anyway when they left.i was seriously glad.then i watched malcom in the middle.lol.and miss match.then when my dad came home.he asked us whether we wanted to go to this syarahan at masjid alkaf.is that how u spell it?anyway it was really interesting ah.the speaker was this man.who used to be a priest.then he studied islam and all.and thought of converting to muslim.but the other monks or whatever u call them.didnt approve so he was sent to the mental hospital.so poor thing.haha.then after three mths.he went back to msia.then he asked the chief and stuff.or what laahh.then he converted.so cool right.esp when he's like nigro.haha.he's sorta like from south africa.or what la!he speaks german.so when he gave the talk he was speaking in english.ahahkz.so after the syarahan.i was outside waiting for my dad.and i saw mud and b.mud's so skinny k.btw mud's my sis's bf and b's her ex.haha.then i was msging mud.and he was layaning me.and my sis obviously saw.she got jealous.sorry la.but whatever right.she's so insecured.i cant stand it.anyways after that we went to bedok corner foodcourt.i used to go to that place last time.but it was like kampong type ar.now they renovate ready.so my mum ordered satay.and some other food.i didnt wanna eat after what surayya told me.hmmph.then my mum went to tell my dad what she told me.and he was like you sont listen to this kinda nonsense.i mean you're tall and stuff.he actually made me feel better.heehez.now i tink i talk more to my dad.i used to not communicate with him at all.niccee~anyway i reached home around 11.hmm.
i dont know whether i should continue loving you.