May 13, 2005
life sucks geddit??!!?!sheeeeeesh!why does it hafta suck so much?im suppose to be happy cos exam's finally over but it's more like im suffering.
anyway i had chem paper on wed.wasnt easy.it was okay.i just hope i'll pass.anyway after the chem paper.we hafta wait for si xuan.cos of some election thingy ar.then left sch at around 1035.then went bugis.we wanted to watch movie.but bugis so pathetic.got 3 movies only.crapness.then we ate in long john.the woman there is sorta like retarded.ok maybe that's a bad word.no i mean she's nice and all.but.urrgh.nehmind.so after eating.we went og.then had to pass this place arh.it's not really isolated.but damn freaky.i saw this woman.she was like praying or what ah.so i asked maria what she was doing.and it turned out that she was chanting.spooky.haha.urm.then went og.there were many many shoes!bags!clothes!haha.it's like paradise.no wait.it's not.mid valley mall in kl is paradise.it's so huge.ahahkz.but the price is same as sg ar.everything is ex.but i love that place!!heehex.erm.then after that we went bugis junction.then.took neoprints!wheezeee~haha.niceeee!im waiting for SOME ppl to scan it.haha.so anyway i saw my younger sis there.mrayap only se.urrm.then window shop.there were lotsa nice stuff.but i didnt have enough cash.ahakz.then we left at around 315 cos divya and shermaine and si xuan had to be home.we took 197.it was like so funny.ahhaha.we took pics in the bus.then divya had to sit with this indian guy.hahaha.so scary.cos he was smiling to himself.seriously.must be something wrong with him.hhaha.we were talking bout lotsa stuff.really nice.should have that kinda thing like more often.haha.then at night.i watched amazing race.my gawd.rob and amber didnt win.i was really expecting them to.retardedness laaaa!so sad.=(.haha.then i couldnt sleep.stayed up until around 1.was chatting with mud.and idris.idris has no life.freaking basturd.he has like dnt the next day and he stayed up.erm.mud asked me to change.i mean my attitude and stuff.do i really have a bad attitude.it's like sometimes i just want things my way.too bad for him and everyone else.sheeeesh.so sickening.hrrmph.
thursday~i woke up at around 10.haha.i had sucha nice time man.haha.then when i woke up.everyone was gone.no i mean my sisters.too bad they had sch.then my bro havent come home yet.cos night shift.my dad went to work.my mum went to the market.haha.then i ate breakfast.CLEANED my room.how nice.haha.i cleared my books.they were so messy.haha.then i got ready and stuff.then went out with ma mummy.SHOPPING!i cant bring anyone else cos she's the one with money.heehz.so like we went bugis.AGAIN.then went banquet to eat lunch.after that went og.SHOP!!bought quite a lot of stuff.not really la.but still.there were too many shoes.but not reeally my type.so i didnt buy shoes.so sad.erm.there werent like my proper kinda clothes oso.like duh.i wear tudung.ehemz.hehez.i bought a belt.and some other stuff.my mum wanted to buy a handbag.then changed her mind.cos she couldnt decided.that guess bag is soooo nice.haha.the levis one too.i'll just hafta save up.hmmph.then we went to the shops around there.disgusting man.haha.no really.it's more of like a cheena kinda shopping area.ew.haha.then my mum wanted to go arab street.cos she tinks my type of clothes are there.pathetic se.i got damn pissed.like hell no.urghh.then she wanted to drink this so called famous tea there.so we sat down.i didnt want la.then we were talking2.and she was asking me to change.pathetic sia.hey i dont need it.two days in a row.i dont see anything wrong wimme kay.hrmmph.then went to this shop.everything was so ex.then got this two datins who came.so cool.haha.so then went bugis juntion.walk2 around.i wanted to buy a wallet.went wallet shop.bought this wallet ah.niicee~haha.then came home.watched first mums.eh i want a baby bro!ahaha.i told my mum that and she was like so you're expecting me to get pregnant.ew.haha.i want her to adopt.now got so many teens like have sex.hahaha.lameee!but ya.i want a baby bro!so anyways i watched the oc and small part of one tree hill.niceeee.went to sleep crying.=/
today!!had some guides thingy.dance shitto.woke up at 8.while changing.eheemz.he called.basturdd.like whatever.early in the morning already im like so pissed.all your fault.should have just said her name.anyway i could figure out who.im not that stoppid.it was really heartbreaking.i was on the verge of crying.hrmmph.so that explains why my life sucks.partly.haiz.why does this hafta suck.it's always like this.why cant i love.admire.stare. at him in peace?this just sucks doesnt it.my life's already so fucked up.i just wanna cry.you dont expect me to cry everyday right.haiz.you may see me in sch.like so happy and stuff.but that's not who i am when i get home.ok i shall not continue on this or i'll start crying.anyways.after the guides thing.we were listening to cheryl's mp3.so cool.haha.chayana and maria were lovin the candy shop song.so disgusting.haha.i hate that song.erm.then we all went parkway.as in me maria suhailah chayana and gloria.chayana's just so funny la.we went ice lemon tee.i bought this a bracelet for myself.earrings for maria.and ehem*ehem for divvzzz~haha.then went banquet.just to realise that we arent hungry.haha.so we bought erm.ice kacang with blueberry thingy on top and the other one got strawberry.was huuggee.hahaha.shared among the 5 of us.it was seriously crappy kay.haha.then we walked2 ard.then went home.nice~
shattered.torned.heartbroken.hmph.
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