heyy.morning everyone!im so tired after yest man.had guides.it was pretty fun.haha.we had drills for sec 1.and me.gloriees and chayana was in charge.and we were like strict.which actually helps.cos of their atrocious behavior towards us.and they were actually quite good.i was screaming my lungs ut.haha.and after the whole thing i still wanted to scream.hehe.it was as if screaming was part of me.lameness.i wanna do drills for the sec 1s next week too.but it just depends on the committee.and they better be good.mrs tey wants me to redo the meeting plan.which i think is quite annoying.cos i didnt get any credit for that.my hard work.she dissapoint me yest.the reason is quite obvious.so anyway.i've made up my mind.from today onwards.im gonna speak my mind.and not keep everything inside.cos if i do that.i'll be the one losing out.aint that right?cos if i have all the feelings inside.i would hafta let it all out.and i'd cry.that's not what i want.i want to be the real me.the me who's not afraid to tell others what she thinks.but then again.i cant go too far.i'd leave others hurt.after guides.we waited for maria for like one thousand years.hmm.then.went home.at the bustop.me and gloria went to the shop over there.and we bought some sweetttz.then gloria asked the auntie whether she could give us free chocs.haha.i know.she's pathetic.ahaha.and guess what!she gave us.haha.so cool. hehehe. anyways.yesterday i came home.and my sis told me that khalis came by earlier.he borrowed the guitar from my bro.thank god i wasnt at home.ahaa.ooooh!i already have free incoming.wooooz!~last night.i had conference with people.first it was.gloriees.and henna.then divya came home.it was divya and this other fren of mee.bleaah.okk.so i was dead tired by 1130.told them that i was gonna die.haha.i really was.so bloody tired.eyes half closing.so i hung up.then.after some time.mud called.was talking to him for some time.before my sis woke up and asked for the phone cos she wanted to talk to him.so yeaah.after that i slept.today woke up only at 930.and i have tuition at 2.sad life aint it.haiishh.
i saw.it was too disheartening for me to bear the thought.