July 31, 2005
have you ever had this feeling.the feeling whereby it makes you feel like all this while your life has been a complete waste of time?im feeling that way now.haa.i just came back.ok.not just.but some time ago.it's 0016hrs nw.and i think my eyes are gonna close soon.hee.anyway.i went out with abang.my sisters.farhan.mawan.feroze[oooohhh]shah.and idris.ok.not go out.but we lepak at s11 in tamp.maybe lepak is sucha mala word.haha.it is.it more like a mat word!haha.whatever to me.im damn pissed with my younger sis.EVERYONE should see how she flirts with MR farhan just now.and when she came back she was so happiee.talking bout him and stuff.like i wanna hear.maybe she's developing feelings for him.her boobs are already well developed.ok im pissed right now.so i talk rubbish.sorry.anyway.wow.she has feelings.i thought she only liked those lesbianiatic frens.in her lesbonated school.urgghhh!she's flirts!thats the bottom line of it.suckerrr.so anyway.my abang and akak fight again.how?so scared.dont want them to break up.haiz.it's always like this.and he didnt want to layan her.but still kecoh arh.like disturb2.i got a lot of slappings just nw.that basket.he think it's his mum's face lah.and btw.for the recond.i hate farhan.he seems like a total flirt.i mean seriously.like SERRRIIOOOUUSSLLLY.i wanted to watch the fire works just nw.i heard it from bugis.was there to exchange my sis's necklace.then mud and my sis came.walk2.dunno what to do.heard the fire works.everyone single one kiasu sporeans went to see where it came from.i wanted to seee!i wanted to go esplanade.crappie.so then we didnt noe what to do.so we took a train to tamp.met farhan and a whole lot of their frens there.then walk2 around.bllaahh.i didnt know there was this park thingie in tm.haha.ooh.i saw a group of band ppl talking and stuff.jonathan was there.so anyway.we left tamp at 1030.took a cab home.and we just realised that my dad wasnt home.my bro work night shift.my mum asleep.haaii.shud have stayed longer right.oohh yaa!!in the morning i went to the red cross headquarters.got lost at first.then went i came in everyone was staring.i felt like a zombie man.haii.then guess what??i passed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha.yay!!!=)=)=).and im still smiling.haha.so now im a certified first aider.anyone sick?
looking at you just makes me laugh.thinking.what bad taste i had back then!
HER SCREAMS BEING HEARD AT [ 12:14 AM ]