bad day.haish.wait.there's seriously something wrong.really.they're against me.ok.im not so sure.but i sense tt something's really wrong.seriously wrong.i dont understand lah!this is just so stoopid.lame.whatever you can call it.i dont know what to do.why cant i hang out with a different group of ppl for once?and it's not all the time tt i get to go out with them.maybe im over reacting.cos i dont know what the real prob is.im just so confused.it really sucks when you have more than one prob to solve.and you dont know what to do.who to turn to.cos you do know tt they arent there for you.it's just words that they say.plain words that dont mean a thing.it hurts.it really does hurts.so im letting out my feelings inside.and im gonna make sure i talk things out.no matter what it takes.cos im not gonna waste 3 years of friendship.and i aint kidding.it's not easy to maintain a friendship tt is this long.it takes understanding.cooperation.love.trust.and everything else.so i hope i've made my point to the respective ppl.i know that you know that im talking about you peepz.peace!

today was just horrible.i woke up in the morning thinking that today was gonna be perfect.i thought i was gonna make it perfect.but i was wrong.i guess i dont have that much of strength in me to make my day wonderful for once in my life.even though i wish tt everything would be perfect.so anyway.i went to school.msging divya.and gloria called to ask me what i was wearing.haha.loser woman.when i reached school.i read my book.it's so nice k.really nice.it's been so long since i last enjoyed reading love stories.and that book was so meaningful.it was perfect for me.=)=)=).then we just walked around.maria made her speech.it was short though.but i guess it takes a lot of courage to just stand there and read a few lines.cos i know i wont be able to do it.so well done!~hee.i was with divya when the rest were doing their national day activities crapshit thingie.ryan was in the fashion show.i just realised something.he's only able to speak out around ppl he's comfortable with.i dont know.but he looked kinda wierd on stage.like so out of place.haha.so anyway.i went down.saw maria's rice thingie.was with henna.gloria.kavina.just sitting around.no wait.more like i was standing.and we went toilet.gloria had to put some black paint on me.washed it off and stuff.then she started plashing water on me.haha.then it was time to assemble.and i was wet.i know i should have been with smds.but i was too caught up with kavina's stories.that i didnt go and sit with them.sorry guys!the concert was the lamest thing ever.seriously.it was stoopid.but thank god i finished my book.the ending was nice!!really k.haaa.love stories.waddaya expect right.after the thing.me.kavina.henna.gloria.sandhya.chayana.suhailah.and saira.left for town.kinda cool.it was fun.haa.everyone was pulling the halter bra.pinching their butts.haha.lame but fun.heehe.then we went cathay cineleisure to see the movie times.but it's so freaking packed!so we decided not to watch.then we wanted to go eat.everywhere was packed too!couldnt eat oso.we were just standing around.tt's when the disaster happened.i shall not expain more.anyway.me.kavina and henna ate in cafe cartel.then the rest came.ate.ate.then left.went heeren.me.kavina and sandhya pierced.nicee~~heezz.then we walked around.kavina had to go.there were some probs.haiizz.so the three of us just left.today was just stoopid.really.the first part was just so great.but i dont know la.haiz.crappitified.
are friends really there for you when you need them?i dont know.