i dont know why this is happening to me.no clue or whatsoever.i know that it's wrong to do it.i dont even know why i did it.it's like there's something in me that's making me do all these stuff.i let my friends down.made them so worried.im sorry.i just didnt know what to do.i was alone.i was depressed and sad.i was angry.i was in total rage.so i thought why not do it.since my life's already ruined.but that's the biggest mistake i've ever done.and now i cant stop it.i cant help the of temptation.i talked to maria.divya and shermaine about it.they supported me well enough for me to move on.i guess i cant judge a person only from the outside.i really appreciated what they're doing.love them to bits and pieces.and i know that i'll never go near that thing again cos i'll only do that if im sad.or depressed.with them around.i dont think i would be.thanks guys!
my world is black.