heyyz.i feel like posting on the stuff that has been going on.but im not really in the mood.maybe later or something.anyway.how are you suppose to trust your friend when you dont know the truth?im so confused.damn.he has changed her.or maybe cos of him.the way she thinks is different.he irritates the hell out of me.get out of her freaking life you fool!i hate his guts.seriously.what is he trying to do!no one will understand what im really really feeling right now.and im telling you.the feeling sucks.haiz.why does things have to be so complicated right now.i feel like crying.but then again.i dont.

sunday
i woke up so late.haha.cos of the campfire the night before.anyway.me and my mum were suppose to go out.but my dad came home late so we only went out at night.in the evening.mahmud called.asked us to meet him and my sis.so we went.meet them at 604.but my sis left cos she wanted to meet jeremy to study.i tink.so then.we were just hanging around.when this cat came.haha.so irritating k.i couldnt sit still.haha.was funny.then around 7.my mum called.so we had to go home.blahblah.then me.my parents.and younger sis went parkway.i wanted to get a pair of jeans.went giordano.i want those jeans.but my mum being so annoying just wont buy it for me.she thinks 49 bucks is expensive for a pair of jeans.urghh.my dad was like 'it's okay what.just buy la.' but still my mum wont!!!haha.so anyway.we went to eat in kfc.saw this really crazee guy.he was talking to himself.freeaakkay.haha.i got scared.hehe.then we went giant.bought my daily needs.haha.then we saw kak ama.and her in laws.she looks so different.married woman.durrhh!but still.haha.so then.we went home after that.my dad helped me with the shopping bags.heee.
it's nice spending time with your family members after so long.whee.

saturday
i wont elaborate much.cos i'll just start crying.i want another campfire man.anyway.i came late.but i was suppose to go for a maths remedial so it didnt really matter right.but our wonderful CL made me pump.so annoying.but i couldnt really be bothered anyway.heck them.then when i told erlina i had to go for a maths remedial.she said 'ohh.then you need not pump just now.' how annoying is that?urggh.im not ever gonna give in.then later in the evening.just before the campfire.i told erlina i needed a buckle for my belt cos my skirt was gonna drop any minute.then she totally ignored me.like i didnt ever exist.how annoying is that.god.i was so stressed.mrs tey wanted me to be the second mc.and i was so pressurized.plus erlina pissing me off.and the sad song being played in the background.i just burst out crying.haaa.and chayana also.everything wasnt going the way i wanted it to.hrmmph.but after a while.i tink everything was back to normal.except that i was still pissed off with some ppl.irritating kay.me and granz were doing the song dedication.with azmi being the deejay.ahaha.was soo funny.and there was some stuff going on bout sara and god knows who.haha.when the campfire started everything was perfect.the songs were played really nicely.perfect shot.nice moments.hehe.gloria nicely put the candy shop song.the one with lyrics.haha.but luckily i came to the rescue.haha.charles was sorta like panicking too.it was just so funny.and ryan came up there.when it was time to go.we saw this cockroach.and everyone was screeaammingg.haha.it was just so hilarious.keke.then after the whole thing.we had to fall in and stuff.then me.gloria and chayana went home.we saw granz's dad.mr sengutuvan.haha.i wanted to say bye mr sengutuvan.but forget it.haha.he's so annoying k.he told gloria 'i thought haseenah's a dark girl.but turned out she's fair.her name is like those dark pppl.' bloodiee basket.ahaha.so anyway.went home with chayana.took bus to eunos.and a cab home.haa.
i miss the campfire.this is so depressing.haaiizzz.