im so touched by what divya sent me so im gonna share it with the rest of the world.
and divya, i love youu.thanks for everything.swweetiie pie.hehe.it was so sweet of you to send me this.i really appreciate it.love ya!

this goes to ALL my friends out there!hehe.

if i realli dun get to see u tmr, juz rmbr these words..
if tmr, i shud nvr wake up..
i wanted to say im sorry..
sorry fer wad i have done.. i cld have done more..
i shud have done more..

if i hurt u, yelled at u,
ignored u, or din care..
im sorry.
forgive me?

if tmr i shud nvr wake up..
i wanted to say thnkz..

if me and u WERE de best of frenz,
thnkz fer owaez being there..
there were times when i thot i cld nvr leave u..

and if we HAVE parted..
thnkz fer teaching me to lurrve and let go..
thnkz fer teaching me that it doesnt matter if we nvr see each othr again..
bcuz u taught me that lurrve can move past that..

and if we are STILL best of frenz..
juz wanna let u knw that i treasure that too..
i lurrve u and nobody else can replace u.. (:

if me and u only talked once in a while..
or mebbe we dun even talk at all..
and din go to de same parties..
and were not good frenz..
thnkz fer not humbling me,
or tearing me down..
i only wish i had taken de chance back den to lurrve u more..

if u were someone i had a crush on..
i owaez did admire how u treated pple..
how u lived your life..
it somehow seemed more meaningful than mine..
at least u cld let go.. and move on..
but thnkz fer teaching me that i cant hold on to sth/someone that is not mine..
thnkz fer making me believe..
that there MIGHT be someone out there fer me..
even if it isnt u ~ knw that i even thot i lurrved u..

if u and i were once frenz..
even fer a little while..
thnkz fer teaching me abt understanding,
and growing up,
teaching me how to move on..
thnkz fer de times we had together..
and i beg u to forgive me fer wadeverr happened..
that tore us apart..

u are not perfect, neither am i..
but thnkz fer being a part of my life..

if tmr, i shud nvr wake up, ive said everything i wanted to tell u..

rmbr dis.. 'every fren represents a world in us.. a world possibly not known until they arrive and it is only by this meeting that a whole new whole is born..'
i lurrve u my fren and will owaez do.. u are special.. and i have changed fer de better bcuz of u.. so thnkz alot.. and owaez knw that God watches over u.. i have asked Him to protect u and to guide u in everything that u do.. so even if i might not get de chance to tell u dis.. wanna let u knw it right now that i still care abt u.. whether u WERE a fren, JUZ a fren or even a fren NOW.. i lurrve u and i mean it frm de bottom of my heart!