im currently listening to this sad song.and thinking.haha.
do people really hate me?
haha.looks like im back to square one.and it sucks.but i dun wanna have this feeling.cos i was doing soo well.unfair.doing well as in.not doing.erm.that thing.shh.i wanna forget the past.and i started anew.ever since my bdae.but i dunno whether it will last.as in that feel i had.cos it seems like it's gonna fade away.preetttyy sooon.people have been asking me lately.whether or not im attached.when was the last time i've been attached.heeellooo!!like i wanna be detached.ahaha.actually i do arhh.dun wanna get myself involved in any rubbish stuff.ahhaha.i realised.as long as i have my girlfriends.i'd survive.but for my sis.she wont live.not even for a day.without her bf.that just means im more independent than her.haa!!i feel so BIG now.haha.big with pride that is.ahahaha.im feeling better.look at what blogging does to youu.it's good aint it.oowriight.im crapping!!!allootttt.
i've been lazing around at home.alone.i put myself to creativity.i had fun.ahaha.made stuff for some sweet people.heeeeee.
some people have become sombong.why must people change?i hate changes.it sucks.=(.i miss them.things are different.i really really miss them.hope things get back to normal after this fasting month.you dont know noe much im looking forward to that.haaa.

i'll always be right there.whenever you need me.
miss you guys.=(