January 20, 2006
my mind hasnt been in the right state.there're too many things happening.yet too little.that didnt make sense.okk.too many things happening in my head.but too little things happening around.i have been thinking bout lotsa stuff.the more i think about it.the deeper i sink.cos it hurts too much.he hasnt msged.he hasnt called.i dont know.there're just too many qtns left unanswered.i hate that.this whole issue is affecting me pretty badly.cos im not focusing on anything.even when ppl talk to me.i'd look like im listening.but actually my mind has drifted to this!i cant help it.dammit!
ok whatever.know what!!mr yusri reads blogs.hahaha.just found out tdae.funny stuff.i swear.haha.
i missed the choir concert.i wanted to see them perform.but nehmind.some other time i guess.ahaha.
im tired la.zZz.
HER SCREAMS BEING HEARD AT [ 9:32 PM ]