ahh.it just hit me that i shouldnt be clinging on to someone when i know that im getting nothing out of it.im just wasting my precious time.true?hm.then again, something would be missing.but im sure i can get over it.soon enough.cos of my hectic schedule n all.not yet la.but soon.and i felt like i should be there for surayya rather than holding a grudge against her.when she didnt do anything.
it's just me.not her.not anyone.
i shall bring myself up to face reality.and forget whatever that i have been dreaming of.cos dreams arent reality.they're just stuffs you tink about.wishing that it would come true.WISH!ha!
okok.enough of self reflection.but i've been doing a lot of self reflecting lately.after that mrs chee-my parents session.yep.after seeing my uncle in such terrible state.
i'm starting to realised how important life is and that you should cherish every moment, regardless of any problems or unhappiness.cos you know that there would always be someone waiting for you at the end of the day.
n in my case, they're my girls.=).after skipping guides campfire n going for syarahan[some sort la].
oh.and if you love someone.you would want him to be happy.if being with her makes him happy.then good for him.and her.i guess.
am i changing?
for the better..i hope..




im too annoyed with everything thats going on in my life right now.
can i run away to somewhere where there's no one.ok.maybe not.
maybe to somewhere where there's only me n him.n my girl friends.n my family.
ok NO.tts like the prob.
haiiz!!!i hate this.why cant my life be normal?it is.but it's just not right.
1. im not going well in sch.AT ALL.
2. i had a prob with with someone.
3. my mum's paranoia is killing me.
4. the thought of the level head meeting my parents sucks.
5. the whole of next week i have school.
6. he keeps me waiting.=(
7. i need money!
8. i'd hafta study.i haaattee!!

but hey, look on the bright side.
1. i just got my mp4.
2. things are better with my darling girl friend.yay!
3. he just called.=)=).
4. uhh..uhhh...uhhhh...

ok so what right?
haha..btw..
fatin is sucha sweet mummy!!thanks for everything deaarr!
mwaks!