hrrmph.have you ever had that feeling when you've lost it all?when your world starts crashing down on you?and you feel alone?
the worst part of holding on is letting go.it's not as easy as it seems.but if he starts ignoring me, what am i to do?just move on!no point of holding back.you're just wasting your life.months of it!ugh.i dont want this to end.i dont care.it hurts....too much.

but on the bright side, wait..erm..no bright side.but i had fun last week.okk.not so.but ya.
wednesday
went bugis with gloria and chayana.ate at ljs.then nowrin and alisa came.after we walked around.fun shit!haha.nowrin wanted to know how this nigga with sorta-like braids washes her hair.so she went!god.we were like laughing out heart out.too funny.and she started with complimenting her.then she asked.i've never seen anyone as mad.haha.ok then on the way back, we were in the bus and this manjan troop started making fun of the way gloria talked.but it wasnt funny!they're such cheena-fied ppl.haha.but whatever.we talked back.and they sweared at us.and the whole bus turned.haha.embarrassing ourselves, yet again.haha.the we walked to alisa's house and gloria and i were playing YOU'RE IT!haha.it's childish but funny.guess im deprived of those stuff when i was a kid.oh no.wait more like gloria's the deprived one.haaha.=P.
thursday
i dont remember a thing.oh wait.what crap.there was no school!!hahaha.fatin invited me over to her hse for a girls' day movie marathon sorta thing.there were pizza, drinks and tons of dvds.haha.i went.then we watched the wild.cuutteee.i like the koala![not you, gloria!]haha.but anyway gloria had to leave early.but her sister called and said that her mum wasnt home.we wanted to go back to her house but we walked quite far already.so went east point.ate hershey's sundae pie.it was soo long since i indulged in such chocolateey stuff.heehe.then after that i called my mum and she was going out.so i decided to ask gloria to come over.she did.we hanged out.looked at my cute baby pics.haha.oh wait, FATIN LOOKED SOO CUTE WHEN SHE WAS YOUNGER!haha.so chubby-fied okay!haha.then we searched through my memory box.which is full of nice things.=).but anyway she had to leave.made me walk all the way to the bus stop.it was more of RUN.haha.came back.had conference with her and alisa.ok i tink gloria's blog has the rest of the details.im tired.
friday
last guides meeting.so sad!haha.no really.took pics.yep.nothing much.after that went to meet gloria, nowrin and alisa.cos gloria changed my photo frame for me.the one she broke!hahaha.no laa.she broke it so that she could change it.very smart.haa.the i went home after that.farhan wanted bonjela for his ulcer so i passed it to him with my sister and mahmud was there.so yea.went home.bathe.sleeeeeeeppptt!!!

i dont wish to talk bout saturday.
ok.ciaao!
some people just have to go..but the ones who are meant to be with you will stay..