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July 1, 2006

ah, i miss blogging..it's been a week..almost.and guess what?a lot of things has happened.some, i dont wish to talk about.i dont know.i thought i did the right thing.but what others have been telling me is leaving me to think for myself.whether or not, i did the right thing.gosh, this sounds confusing.but different people have different point of view right.so it's actually and solely up to me to do what i think is right.ok whatever.im just soo clueless!
i had a tahlil at my aunt's house.it was my grandfather's 6 years death anniversary.went there with my bro.on his bike.couldnt be bothered to wait for my younger sister cos she was taking her own sweet time.no sense of urgency.so why should i care.and my older sister was already out with her bf.i couldnt care less la.soo, reached there.the ustaz sorta like lost his way.was funny.haha.then after the tahlil, we ate.the food was superb.really.haha.it was like, the whole of my mum's family were there.this kinda thing comes only once in a while.so yea.my grandmother was pleased.then she wanted to leave.so me and my cousin sent her home.it was nearby la.then, by the time we reached my aunt's place..they cleared everything.after a while, people started leaving.then i have this uncle, who has cancer.so he's partially blind, cant walk far and stuff like that.my aunt was gonna send him, his wife and my mum, me and my older sister home right.so i was being sucha nice niece by pushing him on the wheelchair all the way.it was scary though.haha.i didnt exactly have the strength.but i was happy la.i did two good deeds.whee!haha.went home.i was soo shagged.i just went to sleep after that.ha.

i dont know why you're doing this.it's wrong okay?first, you wanted him.you went on with him without even caring bout how i would feel.what kinda person are you?we're close, almost like sisters.but no, you didnt even give a fucking damn bout how i would feel.that was okay for you.cos you werent the one going through the pain.all those thoughts bout thw two of you.but then again, who am i?really.im not someone you should care bout.your relationship is more important than me.i know.whatever.and now, what the hell are you doing?going out with some other guy?it's wrong okay.damn right it is.i dont think you even care bout how he would feel.im not gonna get involved.even though, it's soo tempting.i feel like, you're a nice girl.why even bother doing all these?just cos he's away?gosh, get a grip girl.if you're gonna continue doing this, it'll go on until you're like old.im just saying this to get something into your brain.you didnt care bout what your parents, family told you bout leaving him.now that you havent left him, you wanna go for some other guy?what if they find out bout this one?have you ever thought bout the consequences?gosh, you're shallow.im sorry.but it's a fact.i have always felt that if you were to be attached, both parties have to be loyal.not only one.you lied.i know you feel bad bout it.but why not confess everything?


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