June 25, 2006
you always want what you cant have.how truee.i was feeling soo fucked up and depressed just now.waited for the call for soo long.thought we werent gonna meet.but we did.haha.felt nice.but after waiting for so long i thought of giving up..seriously..firstly cos my sisters were not home..i was stuck alone with my mum..so i was practically rotting in my room with nothing to do..was dyinggg!haha..thought surayya came to the rescue when she called but no.she sounded worst cos she was doing homework!so yeah la.
im all good now.refreshed!haha.school's starting tmr..i think im looking forward...cos im missing too many people!!!haha..really..the whole two weeks i was practically spending time with my family..which is good..but no contacts with friends..(isnt good)..haha..but now, since i got back my phone..im contactable again!whee..
my mum gave it back to me on friday..i was walking to the bustop with her..we were on our way to geylang..so then she was suddenly walking at a slower pace than me..so i turned..and she held that baby in her hands!my phoneeeee....hahaha..i was like sooo happy..and speechless of course..my sisters knew that my mum took back the simcard..and all..but no, they kept it from me..such witches!haha..then went geylang..bought two tops..the salesman was the same indian guy..he remembered me..how freakkyy..and he asked me where my sisters were..he mistook surayya for my sister..and he tried to make jokes that werent funny..i dun remember what..but i dont remember laughing either..then we walked around..and my mum made me buy this skirt..the skirt i wanted..it's seriously nicee!costs 35bucks..and my mum was actually in love with it..and soo happy that i bought it..using her money tho.haha..i love her!thenn we walked to joo chiat complex or something..(i just dont get the names!) and bought cloth or materials(whichever you prefer).i bought some french lace..or what la..not really happy bout the colour..but heck..anywayyy..im realising over and over again that school is starting tmr..haaha..more studying, lectures, waking up early!! less sleep.ughh.okkk whateverr la!im so dreading.....
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