the girl's life

July 29, 2006

I dont wanna run away baby. You're the one I need tonight..
im all good now.my dad's okay.everyone's fine.just that my aunt was admitted last night cos she had difficulty in breathing.and my uncle isnt discharged yet.but anyway, i shall not talk bout this.i dont know why, but nowadays i feel like i cant be bothered with anything anymore.like for example, when im supposed to be pissed with someone, i normally put my ego before anything else.but now, im like whatever.i guess things are changing for me.i dont care bout anything.but why should i when it only brings more fights, tears and a broken heart.but to actually totally change and stop my not-so-nice acts, then im not up to it yet.gosh.
i read this book.Angels in Pink.brought me to tears.literally.i guess i could relate to whatever that happened in the book.haizz.
anyway, i think i did the stupidest thing yest.haha.after chem, i met sandhya, gloriee, nowrin and alisa at nowrin's condo.the one next to parkway.the one we call paradise.haha.yes, that one.went to the gym.dont know if i burn any fats.i hope i did though.=).so anyways, the security guard was soo pissing off.so then after working out, we went to the pool side.decided to swim.uh huh.should have thought throughly before doing it.so dummbbb.haha.we just jumped in.god, it was heaven.haha.super nicee.went down the slide thingiiee.wheeee~.my dream came true!yay!haha.then sandhya had to leave.so she did.gloriee sent her out.then me, alisa and nowrin went to this side where the water was shallow.probably for sun tanning.so we were lying down there, looking up at the sky.and gloria walked past us, like we didnt even exist.she had her specs on and still didnt notice us.haha.gunduuuu.so we hid behind this wall.by the time, gloriee was frantically looking for us.no granz, we didnt leave.hahhaa.after some time, then the old grandmother saw us.blind graniiee.hehehee.then after awhile, alisa wanted to go to the jacuzzi.but the security guard was there.another stewpid thing.he caught us.soo malu!haha.then we just left la.we steam bath!updated nowrin with my life story.aha.ok so then i changed ritee.i totally didnt think!my undies were wet!waddahell.haha.so when i put on my uniform, there were two distinct wet patches on my boobs!hahaha.stooopid thing!and my ass were wet.goshh.so i borrowed alisa's bag pac.used my file to cover my thang.then took the bus home.total embarrassment.heeheuuheu.
i had bio lesson today.so early in the morning!oh, fatin told me i looked intelligent in the bag pac.so liiikkee, i look like a bimbs when i use my normal bag?hmmm...

im sorry but im not up for it..

HER SCREAMS BEING HEARD AT [ 10:16 AM ]

THE GIRL!

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