my heart feels heavy.i dont know.ok i expected it.he cried.he really did.he's different.his hair.his personality.there's no other paul.haha.ok im a wee bit too much right?but my dad already told me not to cry.im strong.whee.i didnt cry.i did last week though.no idea why.but hey, at least paul did good before he left.im proud of him.everyone should be.so no more roadshows, no more singapore idol craze.no, nothing.whatever.anyway exams are coming.paul's just another short-term craze.after taufik.haha.so pathetic.so so pathetic.but i think i prefer paul.urghh.hopefully he'll appear somewhere.whatever.back to my normal life.
i found my diary!more like journal.the one i had two, three years ago.i started laughing when i read it.it's super duper childish.ok not exactly.but i actually wrote bout my crushes.when i thought bout it, it's so lame!i didnt even know the meaning of love then.so pathetic.so so pathetic.but i decided to continue writing.dont know why.but i need a place where i can vent my anger.k bro's home!