November 18, 2006
i need something else to do other than studying.seriously.i cant study anymore!it's soo pissing off cos i'll end up walking towards the bed..aha..i dont know why but today is sucha draggy, hot, longggg, boring day..i feel like sleeping noww..
i went to the salon yest..was there for like five hours..only cos there were lotsa other customers..should have come in the morning..at one point, i was super pissed..just wanted to leave..ohoh!i was supposed to meet fatin and emilla in the morning..but was tooo lazy to wake up..it was sucha cold morning..haha..nicee..after that freaking five hours..i went parkway..looked for shoeesss..but noo..parkway just doesnt have nice shoes..btw..it's damn pissing off that isetan only sells pretty prom dresses like now!why not in sept???haha..pathetic tk..i want another prom..=(..so i went home around 630..was soo tired..had coffee..talked to gloriie..omgg!she's paranoid okay!haha..cant stop asking me questions..i called her again cos i was feeling sad..had conf with divya..the reason why i was sad was cos i was clearing my books!throwing away all the notes and whatever..it's freaking saadd..ughh..
yest night was weird..it really was..i didnt know he was that serious..haha..but he's cuteee..yummy..i think i sorta like him.ahaha!so today, i woke upp..my hair was in place..hhaha..i likee..ohh..i woke up at 245am..dont know why..just stood up..and pulled that drawer bed thingie and slept there..i freaked out when i realised that it's usually at 3am that spirits or whatever are most active..okay!i dont actually believe in such things..but it usually happens in moovies okay!haha..who would have thought that you could hurt me the way you've done it so deliberate so determined
Baby
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart
I tried so hard to be attentive
To all you wanted always supportive always patient
What did I do wrong?
Anyhow, Anyhow I wish you both all of best I hope you get along
Come enjoy the life
take ya time
I just wanna find you
you and I can have a good time
Now listen. I've been single for awhile now. And I been kinda lonely I've been looking for somebody to talk to, love me, someone who can hold me Is that you?
I'm looking for somebody I can call boo,
Looking for the only one who I can give my all to
Tell me if it's you you you
What you gonna do do do...
Make ya mooveeee
Move so rite , how it feels so rite
You can be my prince, my knight
You can be my superman save me here I am
Cuz baby, theres nothing I wont do, to spend my life with you
I'll give my love to you, I promise, that I will never lie to you boy
This love we have is true just to spend my life with you
I'll give my heart to you, I promise, that I will never lie to you boy
You and me together, picture perfect
I'll spend all my money all the time becuz your worth it
It's just me and you you you
What you gonna do do do
Make a movee
I mean everything that I say
From the bottom of my heart I will never, never, ever, hurt you
I'll open my heart
I'll open my heart and give it to you
Tell the whole world that I'm in love with you
Whatever you want, baby I'll do I know I dont want nobody else
but youuuuu...
Baby boy you got me,
I been waiting waiting waiting for you
You can be my homie, i'll be waiting waiting waiting for you
Baby come and hold me, I'll be waiting waiting waiting for you
You can be my one and only
-ciara: promise
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