so glory's back. she went malaysia for like only two days and it feels like i havent spoken to her in ages. which is partly true. cause that sombong hasnt been calling me. i called her just now and her ics leader or something was giving some sorta speech to them. haha. cute:)
but anyways i feel like this is yet again another wasted saturday. i did some work. was struggling through it. dammit k. my mumm told me that i should become a teacher. like hello? i cant teach. i dont wanna anyway. it sucks when people dont think you can achieve far and you only have yourself to believe in you. nevertheless, i should be grateful. at least i have great parents. so like, i had squash on wentzday. like, finally. after so goddamn long. we had a freakin retrials cause the number of girls in squash now is way too much. i sorta got in the second trials. but those who didnt still wanted in. so we just had training. like all of us. and the training was tough. maybe for beginners like me. and the coach was being a pain in the arse. and of course, it is manjan populated. maybe if i join ics or malay cultural society it wouldnt be. but nooo, i'd rather be with manjanfied people. haha. oh and i have alnisya who is not into manjans as well. haha. =P! no offence people. so like, squash ended so so late. oh and since there are too many girls in squash, the teacher in charge has decided to supervise us for like two weeks. the better ones will be in the school team. the rest will be in recreational team. as in you play squash for the fun of it. haha. pretty weird stuff. but ya. and im still waitin to go ballota with mud to play! ugh. i need a squash racquet tooo. since toon's in tennis, maybe she could teach me. coolness stuff. woooo! haha.
so like, yesterday i didnt have squash. went home to sleep. so i didnt meet the girls. some couldnt make it anyway. then at night, i went to surayya's house with my family for tahlil and religious class. something i'd look forward to every friday. haha. i feel a halo floating on my head already. hehhe.
i have like so many tests coming up. i dont think ive really settled down yet. i dont even know if jc is the right path for me. i dont know what im doing. i cant just go wit the flow can i?i dont feel the pressure. im not stressed. this is the exact feeling that i felt just before the o's. is history gonna repeat itself. haha. hope not. oh yea. fairus's going for a dentistry interview this friday and she was reading up stuff bout the teeth(i guess?) on the net at http://www.colgate.com pretty funny stuff. i mean like, dentistry? thats freakin eww stuff right. imagine having to dig into someone's tooth/teeth/gums to get filth out. gross man. esp people with bad breath, breath that reeks of ciggies, rotten eggs.omg. hahaha. lucksss babe! all hail to fai princess for having to wanna do something real gross.
ive gotten my group for project work: yvonne, caiying, adeline, ridzuan and me. i dont think we're that bad. we'll do good. esp when the people in my group arent those taciturn type. i'd die mann. haha. so hurrays for seeeeeenah! haha. im random. it's 1am in the morning for god's sake! you dont except me to be all sane? haha. where's my toonie when i need her? must be fast asleep. that piggo. haha;)
i cant wait for fall in love wit you. you cant wait to fall in love wit me. this just cant be summer love, you see.
he has a girlfriend dammit!