hello you. im feeling very emo today. and i have no idea why. maybe it's the time of the month. maybe im truly upset about certain things. only God knows. ive been trying to do my work but nothing seems to be getting in this big head of mine. haha. ive lost that momentum and i really wanna gain it back. but it's really hard esp with so many things happening. why must life be so so hard? i met my tooniebaby just now. we went to parkway. ate at bk. yeap. i ate! at a freakin fastfood restaurant. dammit. there goes my diet. i seriously need to lose some ass. it's way too big that i feel like theres a bum sticking out that is blockin everyone's way. ugh. i hate this.
my heart feels so heavy. and i swear i have no idea why. so ive been thinking, im giving up on guys. im into girls now. haha. so girls, bewaree! ok, no im not serious. so chill. but somehow, i just feel that guys are sucha waste of time but at the same time, i want them. them as in the hot ones please. but im not desperate or anything. im just confused. like how mahmud always puts it, im a confused kid. haha. i just realised that since hes going to be caged in tekong soon, i wont be able to play squash with him. then who's gon play with mee?=( i was thinking of becoming a vegetarian. haha. yeah, i know. the things i come up with! which reminds me, eugenia has a blog and she was like looking through mine to see if i blogged about her. haha. shes cutesyy(no. 2, cos im no.1!).
toon passed me the letter she wrote. haha. i just read it. and it's funny. she can seriously crack me up. haha. damnn, somehow i just miss everyone in tk. we were talking just now bout how things have changed in tk. how it used to be during our time(like it was a decade ago!). how the guys played soccer till late at the street soccer court. and the girls wandered round aimlessly in parkway. how the band practised hard when syf was coming up. how everything seemed like it was honeymoon for us. things changed. tk now seems like a mugging school. so not like what it used to be. and i feel so damn sad for it. gaahh! whatever.
cikgu taha is leaving sr for rj! yeah, whatever. im gon miss him. haha. right. but our class slacked a lot with him around. it's fun just that we dont study.much.
im just being random bout whatever im saying cos my head's a mess right now. im hopeless!
just take me away...........
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