i was so damn emo last night. HAHA. i was like gon cry. the worst part was that i didnt even know why. i just felt like i was missing someone. which, i thought, was so ridiculous. haha. but i got over it after talking to BestFriend. :)
yea so i finally got my squash non marking shoes. went all the way to queensway shopping cenntre with shawty and BestFriend. haha. it's seriously fun to like go out wit em. i sweear. haha. there's like never ending laughters. i likee.
when i went home, i checked my sch shoes and i realised it's non marking! hahaha. just that it has like purple soles rather than brown. and damnn, i cant wait to play squash agaiinnn! haha. daddy restrung the racket and changed the grip for me. so sweeet. haha.
so sch officially starts tmr. i dont feel prepared. and we'll be getting back our results. which kinda suck. i think yea.
so anyway i was thinking right. have you ever had someone betray you so badly that you dont think you can ever trust him/her cos you would never know when it'll happen again? im not trying to bring up the past. i was just thinking. haaha. but seriously, i feel scared. and every moment i spend with him, i'll be waiting for the day that he'll leave, again. cos ive never been this happy. and i know that my happiness is always shortlived. haha. k whatever. hmph.

Party at DxO on 6th July. Tickets at $18. Anyone wants to come?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?