ive finally decided to blog again. ive been super busy. with project work and sch stuff. ugh. it's killing me. yesterday was an emo emo day. hmph. when you feel for a person soo much, it's just hard to let go. and the truth hurts. real bad. i might not show it. but deep inside im wailing like a baby. im still trying to get over it. this whole drama is not over. hmp. so anyway i had captain's ball interclass. haha. ok i know it sounds lame. but sr is doing some fund raising and classes will hold competitions like this where each interested class will hafta pay like 1 or 2 bucks to play. it was fun. there was so much class spirit! haha. i soo like. there was one point newman just kept screaming here and there. haha. damn funny. and ms riverra was there too. and she was cheering and jumping for us. cuteeee! haha. it's so fun to have her as our ct. yea, so i was the captain. as in the one on the chair. i get soo scared each time i miss the ball. haha. but hey, we won 11-9. woo! congrats ppl! love y'all.
ok so then me and alicia went for squash. i dont really like richard as our coach. i prefer anthony. but he was with the guys. so we just played games after games with richard. and time flew. by the time it was seven. so i went to shower. met yvonne and eugenia after they showered. and alicia came with us to paya lebar. we had dinner at ljs. then chilled at coffee bean. i had my belgian choc ice blended with whipped cream. so yum! haha. alicia left. and it was me, yvonne and eugenia. we talked. gossiped. laughed. a whole lot. haha it was fun. secrets are meant to be kept, girls. then eugenia's dad came. she wanted her dad to fetchh me home but it wasnt in the way so yvonne went with them and i took a 21 home. felt so emo. i went home, was so shagged. i just slept.
on monday, i met him and his pretty lil car. watched simpsons. haha. so so funnnyy! i likee. haha even though the plot kinda sucked. haha.
spiderpig, spiderpig, does whatever a spider can. spins a web, any size, catches thieves just like flies. look out! here comes the spiderpig! ok something like that. haha.
i had lunch with the girlies at pizza hut on wentzday. was feeling emo that day too! but they managed to cheeer me up. haha. crazy bunch. :) love love you guys! mwahh!

you,
doing that thing you do,
breaking my heart into a million pieces,
like you always do..
and you,
don't mean to be cruel,
you never even knew about the a heartache,
i've been going through.
well I try and try to forget you boy,
but it's just so hard to do,
every time you do that thing you do
i,
know all the games you play,
and i'm gonna find a way to let you know that,
you'll be mine someday
'cause we,
could be happy can't you see,
if you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
and keep you here with me
....
cause it hurts me so just to see you go,
around with someone new (not really?),
and if i know you you're doin' that thing,
every day just doin' that thing,
i can't take you doing that thing you do!